May 01, 2005 19:09
Arrrgggg.........
What a weekend. Thinking about it I hung out with no one, went no where, did nothing, and thats why I think it was so sweet. I had ANDY time. Something I needed. I though about a lot too, like the fact I'm moving on in my LOVE life (I know I'm a romantic Romeo, but whatever) I've been listening to a lot of "Punk Goth" lately like, Dashboard Confessional, Keane, and Tegan and Sara. Which is ok. I had to do a chemistry project this weekend, which sucked because I had to go to Micheal's a million times, but it looks good so whatever. I treated myself to Quizno's today which was amazing. I talked to an old friend, who I miss. I think shes going to come see me over the summer. I keep falling for my "crush" (only like 2 people know who it is too, so HAHA!) I don't know what to do, because I'm afraid of rejection and insecure about my looks. I just don't know what girls think of me, personality and look wise. I'm a good guy but no one looks past my looks....I think. I love to spoil girls too for some reason. I had a chat with Shelly about that one, it was funny too because she was drunk. I can't wait until I go to GERMANY! Even though I can't speak German that well. All my friends in Germany are so stoked about it too, and so am I. I think I may get a tattoo when I'm there. Something really small, saying "Germany 05'" I dunno yet, I really think that stuff is stupid (except for Anthony's case). The football team says that when they win states in 2007 their all going to get tatoo's saying "State Champs 07" on their right arm, so I thought up of the idea that I would get one on my right ass cheek that says "I was there...07" to be apart of the team, and the fact it would be something great to show off at the 40 year school reunion. I watched "Dumb and Dumber" tonight which I recommend you watch if you haven't seen it in a while. Its always good to have a laugh once and a while. I want to go to bed nowish, even though its only like 7:30pm, but I know I'm going to die tomorrow at Track because we lost on Saturday. Which sucks but I still had fun. The weekend was fun too. I hope I can have another one fun but with someone along with me. Hopefully, my "crush"?????? Probably, not.
Steffi Ecki: anyway she's going to fall in love with you in no time
PoorPodunk89: how do you know?
Steffi Ecki: because you're worth loving
How cute is my German friend? I luv her to the luvist power