Dec 27, 2005 13:48
the last couple days i have been with laur alot. i spent the beginning of xmas eve...the end of christmas...and most of yesterday with her. we watched sex & the city for hours. and ate everything. and the end of sex of the city got me thinking..as well as crying..
those girls are 4. not just one bff..but 3. but...if you have one that fits you as perfect as mine does, why do you need that many? at first it made me jealous. bc it just looks really cool and fun and interesting to have THAT many people you can rely on. but why? wont it just cause more of a mess in the end? i have someone i can tell anything to. and i mean anything. we lie for eachother, we bitch at eachother. we are ourselfs. we dont have to worry we will piss the other one off..bc..well..we really dont care, we love eachother that much....Like..in sex...they all get pulled apart by something and eventually find there way back to eachother. but i can not even IMAGINE getting pulled away from her. i couldnt do it, id freak the fuck out..even if i was 38. i still...just no.. this would have came out alot better last night but i didnt have time to write it. but i think you get the point.
im just glad i have her. as MY bff.