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Nov 17, 2005 13:27

So incredible
The way things work themselves out
And all emotional
once you know what its all about babe

i felt like being corny. so what?! i just heard it in megs room and i was like awwhhh. bc i remember sooo many of my friends saying "be patient, youll find him" and im like yeah OK! nice try guys. so i didnt pay any attention. and now look. i have someone i can totally be myself around, and i LOVE it. and ill never take it for granted. i dont know im just surprised and confused at how something can be so awesome in such a short time. which makes me kinda nervous but i wont let that ever hold me back. because i dont want to miss out on any of the good aspects. but i tell myself i deserve someone like him. ive been let down and hurt and taken advantage of too many times to count. so i think its about god damn time something totally awesome happens in my life. its still so new. and sometimes alittle weird. but im getting used to it...yeah...i cant complain. not one little bit... =) but....i dont want to think about any of it too much because when something like this is so good...it always seems to get effed up. damn my pessimism.

i dont want to be your whole life -- just your favorite part.
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