My Mom knows I'm moving....
I told my mom yesterday. I don't think it went so well. See for yourselves......
the first email:
Shock I guess, you are going to the most crime ridden place in the country and almost all black. What is your job and have you already been to check the living place. You could have made it alone like many others you have chose not to. I am really upset but I have never been able to guide you had I you would be living good now. I can't tell Dad now till I get over it a little bit he will be so upset.
He prays everyday that you will get your life together before one of us dies. Are you still working for Bill. You could have given us awarning. I just can't believe what you are doing. Let me know about jobs I hope you have got some credit I don't believe we will help for you to live there. I am sorry I cannot be happy about this if you were the mother you would understand. Please take a few minutes and think how you would feel about this little girl you wanted so bad and wanted to have a successful and happy life and after 40 is headed out with nothing to a bad environment. It will certainly keep me awake the few nights I do sleep. I am so sorry that you don't feel that as your mother I cannot give you good advice or that you won't let me guide you. Please fill me in a little more I feel like I am totatly losing you. I do love you
Mom
and this is the p.s.
What about the surgery you told us you needed. Paula please believe me you are going from bad to worse which is sad this late in life. You need to get yourself fit and better on the ball people around you to work up to a middleclass person, hate to see you at bottom of totem pole. It is so scary to me it is bad to be poor in small cities or country but so much worse in big cities. What is your job and
how did you get it. I am SOOOO sad about this. and sad to think of all the
planning you havebeen through and not included us because you knew we not approve but you must know we have good reasons llke the many people
who had good jobs and won't go back to the city. It will be sooo hot this summer too. So many other choices in the country besides this. I don't know why I am rambling because I know you don't think we know anything and never have listened to us. But I am so upset. I am sorry
Love Mom
the first email:
Shock I guess, you are going to the most crime ridden place in the country and almost all black. What is your job and have you already been to check the living place. You could have made it alone like many others you have chose not to. I am really upset but I have never been able to guide you had I you would be living good now. I can't tell Dad now till I get over it a little bit he will be so upset.
He prays everyday that you will get your life together before one of us dies. Are you still working for Bill. You could have given us awarning. I just can't believe what you are doing. Let me know about jobs I hope you have got some credit I don't believe we will help for you to live there. I am sorry I cannot be happy about this if you were the mother you would understand. Please take a few minutes and think how you would feel about this little girl you wanted so bad and wanted to have a successful and happy life and after 40 is headed out with nothing to a bad environment. It will certainly keep me awake the few nights I do sleep. I am so sorry that you don't feel that as your mother I cannot give you good advice or that you won't let me guide you. Please fill me in a little more I feel like I am totatly losing you. I do love you
Mom
and this is the p.s.
What about the surgery you told us you needed. Paula please believe me you are going from bad to worse which is sad this late in life. You need to get yourself fit and better on the ball people around you to work up to a middleclass person, hate to see you at bottom of totem pole. It is so scary to me it is bad to be poor in small cities or country but so much worse in big cities. What is your job and
how did you get it. I am SOOOO sad about this. and sad to think of all the
planning you havebeen through and not included us because you knew we not approve but you must know we have good reasons llke the many people
who had good jobs and won't go back to the city. It will be sooo hot this summer too. So many other choices in the country besides this. I don't know why I am rambling because I know you don't think we know anything and never have listened to us. But I am so upset. I am sorry
Love Mom