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i hate how everyone always cares about my business.. it's like no matter what i do.. i get talked about.. or judged on.. or yelled at for. and i hate how people will say stuff.. but they don't know all the facts, and if they did they sure as hell wouldn't be opening their mouths. not everything has to be such a big deal. i have a boyfriend.. so of course i'm gonna be holding hands and kissing sometimes. what do you expect?? but some how thgat shows that i have no self-respect... and i act like a slut. arrgh. my parents will pick on me for any little fuckin thing they can. if it's not my weight, it's my outfit, and if it's not that.. it's some other gay thing. damn
anyway.. i don't want to go back to school. cuz i don't want to do work.. i just want to be able to do what i want. but i also want to go back.. cuz i don't want to be home. i hate home. although i kinda just lock myself in my room. i try to avoid contacts with my parents. i get yelled at whenever i do talk to them. so fuck that. i want parents that fuckin trust me. cuz i'm not gonna do whatever stupid stuff they think i will. i hate not being able to do like anything. and being "restricted" what the fuck. i'll do what i want... just without you knowing. :c) when i have kids i am going to let them do a lot of stuff they want to.. and trust them to be safe and smart. i won't "restrict" them until they give me a reason. cuz i don't want my kids to have to hide everything they ever do. i'd rather know what is going on.. and just let them be.
okay i'm done with my venting post. :c)
So long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet slumber
I fell into you now you're gracefully falling away
Hey thanks, thanks for that summer
It's cold where you're going, I hope that your heart's always warm
I gave you the best
I gave you the best that I had
You passed on the letters and passed on the best that I had
anyway.. i don't want to go back to school. cuz i don't want to do work.. i just want to be able to do what i want. but i also want to go back.. cuz i don't want to be home. i hate home. although i kinda just lock myself in my room. i try to avoid contacts with my parents. i get yelled at whenever i do talk to them. so fuck that. i want parents that fuckin trust me. cuz i'm not gonna do whatever stupid stuff they think i will. i hate not being able to do like anything. and being "restricted" what the fuck. i'll do what i want... just without you knowing. :c) when i have kids i am going to let them do a lot of stuff they want to.. and trust them to be safe and smart. i won't "restrict" them until they give me a reason. cuz i don't want my kids to have to hide everything they ever do. i'd rather know what is going on.. and just let them be.
okay i'm done with my venting post. :c)
So long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet slumber
I fell into you now you're gracefully falling away
Hey thanks, thanks for that summer
It's cold where you're going, I hope that your heart's always warm
I gave you the best
I gave you the best that I had
You passed on the letters and passed on the best that I had