i wanted to punch my younger cousin in the head today
my cousin who is younger than me and not really related to me at all is the single most annoying creature i have ever come across in my twenty-one years of life thus far and i very nearly whacked him up side the head harder than would have been acceptable to anybody in my family. i did hit him. not hard. he is just so infuriating. and i had to get myself out of the room before i did something worse.
he's one of those kids who doesn't know when to stop. he'll just keep being irritating until somebody shoots him one day i can see it. and he sweats. profusely. its the most disgusting thing. i hate sweating myself and other people's sweat just makes me want to get them away from me as fast and as far as possible. he laughs so that it annoys everyone and you cant talk over it. he farts in a room because he finds it funny when everyone is disgusted. he has no sense of propriety. he touches things. and is not gentle with other peoples things that he touches. you take it back and put it away and he will get up and get it again just to annoy you.
i cannot stand him. i really really want to hit him a lot of the time. my other cousin who is younger than me also had to try to tell him to stop because he could see that i was on the verge of serious violence.
i hate when people piss me off so much that its hard to control the urge to just grab the nearest solid object and throw it at their faces.
i think though that i possibly scared them all today though because later my cousins seemed to be trying to tread carefully around me. that and the irritating little shit managed to stay out of my sight for the rest of the night.
i hate when people come over to my house. its like a violation. i always feel like my privacy is being violated. and it makes me twitchy. which is probably why i had such trouble controlling myself today.
usually i'm really good at laughing things off. maybe its because i'm pms-ing too. but yeah. it was really really hard today. and the satisfying feeling that came over me when i hit him only a little was waaaay too good for me to have stayed in that room. and so...i left, slammed the door real real hard...and then when i came back he was gone...and i didnt see him again all night.
and all my other older cousins annoy me too when they come here as a stopover before going out to a movie. i wish they'd just not come here. they always just sit there and i feel like i have to entertain them. they're all so bloody useless when they come here. and they bring their girlfriends who i dont particularly care about. and they also just sit there. glued to the significant other. no attempt to talk to anyone without them. it sickens me. lapdogs. its like theyre scared. but they've been dating for at least a year by now. and have met all the family many many times. but still. glued. i don't like it. i dont want girls like that joining my family. but then i suppose my one goal in life is to get away from my family so it'll all work out in the end.
i am very anti social. people are just too much effort for too little reward most times. so very not worth it.
he's one of those kids who doesn't know when to stop. he'll just keep being irritating until somebody shoots him one day i can see it. and he sweats. profusely. its the most disgusting thing. i hate sweating myself and other people's sweat just makes me want to get them away from me as fast and as far as possible. he laughs so that it annoys everyone and you cant talk over it. he farts in a room because he finds it funny when everyone is disgusted. he has no sense of propriety. he touches things. and is not gentle with other peoples things that he touches. you take it back and put it away and he will get up and get it again just to annoy you.
i cannot stand him. i really really want to hit him a lot of the time. my other cousin who is younger than me also had to try to tell him to stop because he could see that i was on the verge of serious violence.
i hate when people piss me off so much that its hard to control the urge to just grab the nearest solid object and throw it at their faces.
i think though that i possibly scared them all today though because later my cousins seemed to be trying to tread carefully around me. that and the irritating little shit managed to stay out of my sight for the rest of the night.
i hate when people come over to my house. its like a violation. i always feel like my privacy is being violated. and it makes me twitchy. which is probably why i had such trouble controlling myself today.
usually i'm really good at laughing things off. maybe its because i'm pms-ing too. but yeah. it was really really hard today. and the satisfying feeling that came over me when i hit him only a little was waaaay too good for me to have stayed in that room. and so...i left, slammed the door real real hard...and then when i came back he was gone...and i didnt see him again all night.
and all my other older cousins annoy me too when they come here as a stopover before going out to a movie. i wish they'd just not come here. they always just sit there and i feel like i have to entertain them. they're all so bloody useless when they come here. and they bring their girlfriends who i dont particularly care about. and they also just sit there. glued to the significant other. no attempt to talk to anyone without them. it sickens me. lapdogs. its like theyre scared. but they've been dating for at least a year by now. and have met all the family many many times. but still. glued. i don't like it. i dont want girls like that joining my family. but then i suppose my one goal in life is to get away from my family so it'll all work out in the end.
i am very anti social. people are just too much effort for too little reward most times. so very not worth it.