kfc wipes are cute
i have such issues with self discipline. i've known for months that i'd have an essay due on monday. which i do. and i've known for 2 weeks that i'd have another due on the same day. which i do. but i have yet to really get started on either. at least i've practiced my song for my singing exam on the day after. but i also have to translate two pages of boring japanese for class monday night.
chick who's likes to say we're a 'team' for the translations has been whining nonstop for 2 or 3 weeks now about how it takes her forever to type up the japanese 'so could you please do it' n such. it irks me that the one chapter she typed up and translated herself doesnt follow the format for every other one i've typed up and translated for her. really i don't mind the translating even if she's gonna just copy my translations cos all the less chance for her to learn anything and all the more chance for me to get a good rank in class. and she is obsessed with keeping our 'site' a 'secret' from the rest of the class which is just stupid. i really really don't care if they all get my translations. i know theres some mistookens. and a couple guys are already copying my translations rather regularly cos they got other shit to do. go for it. if you don't learn anything...all the better for me mate. but yeah. they don't try to act like it's a team effort or anything like that which is nice.
it was muchly fun getting a way better mark for other essay in class with 'teamwork' chick. she'd been all about how she never reads the book n shit all semester and i been doing my best to read all the readings and books. it was muchly satisfying to do good in that essay. she's on about how easy it is all the time without having to try. well..last semester was apparently. which is nice. go ahead and don't do the work. fine with me really. i don't really get why people follow other people into their classes. especially when they don't feel that they can keep up with the work. just to still see someone. i really don't get it. i've never followed anyone into classes and i've always done well because i don't let other people's choices influence mine in that. i hope i do well this semester too. i hope to pass in icky class that i sorta know what i'm doing in.
it's odd how people always seem to think i'm joking when being serious and serious when i'm not. it's kinda annoying.
i really really don't understand why people befriend me sometimes. i avoided people at the beginning of the year. i suck at small talk. i dont pretend to care what people have done with their weekend. i don't pretend to wanna know how people are doing. yet people have made friends with me. why? i'm such a bitch mate. i keep to myself mostly. until people decide to be friendly with me. i don't make the effort to make friends. it's mind boggling. of course i don't resent it or anything. but i just find it odd. i'm not used to people missing me when i'm not there. it's not right. i'm used to skulking in the shadows. unseen. of course there was once a time when i was apparently the crazy bitch of the party n such. and apparently i am a flirty drunk or sommat. but mate. i ain't drunk at school. yet people think i'm cool. really truly mind boggling. but oh well. it's not a bad thing. except when they decide to 'give you 5 mins then test you on kanji' that you have already said you havent learnt yet. i cant help but think of that as trying to help themselves learn the damn kanji.
all of a sudden males at school are also more physical with me. and not in that icky het relationship way thank goodness. but in the 'i dont think of you as fragile so i can push you around' kinda not for intimidation way. but its really kinda odd cos it is really sudden. out of nowhere tall dude came up to me and hugged me. for no reason at all that i could think of. and i was very...get off me. and stop making me squish my boobs bitch. cos damn that hurts. but yes. and all of a sudden tall dude feels like it's ok to walk around with an arm over my shoulders when he's being a moron. or more of one than usual. and the weird bit about it is other guy also likes to literally run into me when he sees me. *sigh* i don't get people. they don't do this to teamwork chick.
anyways..dean is hot when he cries. and when he's pissed off. and sam should always keep his gun in the back of his pants. i am really really liking this season.
chick who's likes to say we're a 'team' for the translations has been whining nonstop for 2 or 3 weeks now about how it takes her forever to type up the japanese 'so could you please do it' n such. it irks me that the one chapter she typed up and translated herself doesnt follow the format for every other one i've typed up and translated for her. really i don't mind the translating even if she's gonna just copy my translations cos all the less chance for her to learn anything and all the more chance for me to get a good rank in class. and she is obsessed with keeping our 'site' a 'secret' from the rest of the class which is just stupid. i really really don't care if they all get my translations. i know theres some mistookens. and a couple guys are already copying my translations rather regularly cos they got other shit to do. go for it. if you don't learn anything...all the better for me mate. but yeah. they don't try to act like it's a team effort or anything like that which is nice.
it was muchly fun getting a way better mark for other essay in class with 'teamwork' chick. she'd been all about how she never reads the book n shit all semester and i been doing my best to read all the readings and books. it was muchly satisfying to do good in that essay. she's on about how easy it is all the time without having to try. well..last semester was apparently. which is nice. go ahead and don't do the work. fine with me really. i don't really get why people follow other people into their classes. especially when they don't feel that they can keep up with the work. just to still see someone. i really don't get it. i've never followed anyone into classes and i've always done well because i don't let other people's choices influence mine in that. i hope i do well this semester too. i hope to pass in icky class that i sorta know what i'm doing in.
it's odd how people always seem to think i'm joking when being serious and serious when i'm not. it's kinda annoying.
i really really don't understand why people befriend me sometimes. i avoided people at the beginning of the year. i suck at small talk. i dont pretend to care what people have done with their weekend. i don't pretend to wanna know how people are doing. yet people have made friends with me. why? i'm such a bitch mate. i keep to myself mostly. until people decide to be friendly with me. i don't make the effort to make friends. it's mind boggling. of course i don't resent it or anything. but i just find it odd. i'm not used to people missing me when i'm not there. it's not right. i'm used to skulking in the shadows. unseen. of course there was once a time when i was apparently the crazy bitch of the party n such. and apparently i am a flirty drunk or sommat. but mate. i ain't drunk at school. yet people think i'm cool. really truly mind boggling. but oh well. it's not a bad thing. except when they decide to 'give you 5 mins then test you on kanji' that you have already said you havent learnt yet. i cant help but think of that as trying to help themselves learn the damn kanji.
all of a sudden males at school are also more physical with me. and not in that icky het relationship way thank goodness. but in the 'i dont think of you as fragile so i can push you around' kinda not for intimidation way. but its really kinda odd cos it is really sudden. out of nowhere tall dude came up to me and hugged me. for no reason at all that i could think of. and i was very...get off me. and stop making me squish my boobs bitch. cos damn that hurts. but yes. and all of a sudden tall dude feels like it's ok to walk around with an arm over my shoulders when he's being a moron. or more of one than usual. and the weird bit about it is other guy also likes to literally run into me when he sees me. *sigh* i don't get people. they don't do this to teamwork chick.
anyways..dean is hot when he cries. and when he's pissed off. and sam should always keep his gun in the back of his pants. i am really really liking this season.