And it's days like these, moments like this, in which we feel infinte.

[amaya_h_k]

Lately I've been spending alot of time trying to figure out where I am in my life, and if I like it. I always thought that I would be a continuous student, learning until there was nothing left, but now I am finding that it's harder and harder to sign up for courses. I should have graduated last spring, but instead I'm taking yet another semester off in the course of finding myself.
There is actually nothing wrong with this endeavor, with the exception of the fact that I think what I'm really doing is trying to lose myself for a little while.
I've been changing alot lately, and its harder to be content in what I already know. Maybe its the gypsy in me, but I'm starting to feel this itch between my shoulder blades thats saying movemovemove or you'll grow roots and regret what you're life will become.

So I applied to a job as far from my hometown as I can possibly get, and I'm waiting to hear back now. I'm scared, and excited, and feeling just a little stupid. But maybe this will be good for me.
Maybe, at 22, you shouldn't act so much like you're 40 and settled down.

I want to find a world that is my own, and not the one my parents created for me.
This is my bubble.
And it is about to burst.
Wish me luck.

Heaven