Death to Isaac
Yeah, ya see that? The dick and blow himself because I'm not wasting anymore drinks on him.
Wednesday night he called (drinking, of course) and so chels and I went over there. And he was pretty much ignoring me (which surprised me, I thought the moment I walked through the door he'd be all over me like usual, but I'm glad he was on the other side of the room when we went in, and I sat in his kitchen while those to were in the livingroom, which is pretty much the same room cuz his apartment is fucking puny....anyways) and just talking to chelsee. Right now he is considering moving out of state and chels said that she would miss him. And he was like "Why would you miss me? I mean, I completely mind fucked you. I led you on. I led heather on. Not to mention how many other girls." like...er...me.
Yeah, then, I can't believe it, he wanted to come over to our apartment. The carride over he was like punching the back of my seat and I'm already like angry. And I realized I'm not angry at him, I'm mad at myself for letting him lead me on. I should have realized all he wanted was sex. And I'm thankful he never got it. But then at the same time he was dropping hints at wanting a relationship and just...yeah, he can blow himself.
So, yeah, hes over and I grab the vodka. I sat on the couch and was drinking and he came sat next to me and started to try and tickle me or put his arm around me. I drank a big fucking screwdriver in like three gulps. I'm just mad. I kept pushing his arm away and stuff. I usually don't drink because I'm angry, stressed yes, angry no. But...angry and drunk is not cool. So I sat in the rocking chair for the rest of the time he was there, he realized he was getting the cold shoulder and asked chels to drive him home.
I really hate myself for liking him now. Chelsee did tell me. And I don't know why I expected anything better. I don't even want to be his friend right now because I know he won't stop all that flirting. And, yeah, so I feel like royal shit.
But, just to leave on a happier note. I finished my first week on the job off of training! It seemed to take forever! But! The guy I share a cubicle with is really cool and funny. He has a twisted sense of humor and just makes me laugh and he is also really helpful. Everyone there is really helpful. And my supervisor is great, he disputed my first QA which I originaly failed with a 74, he got it up to a 91 which was great! And it's a really great enviroment, and I'm liking it so far. I'm getting the hang of it and my talk time is already down. I still have had a few bad calls, really bad, but yeah, people are great there. And I'm really starting to get along with Mitch which is awesome. I think he'd be fun to hang out with and drink with. Also he's like one of the few people there who are my age! Everyone is like 24 or older! So yeah, I like that mitch is my neighbor. We can BS between calls. It's great.
Then there is shannon who is to my left, she's cool to talk to. And Ty is right next to Mitch and Ty and I trained together, and I like talking to him.
And ALL of the guys there are like gentlemen! They hold doors open and evertyhing! So nice! And Darrel is really cool. I wish he was in the same row as me because whenever I raise my hand for a question and if he see's right away he's like "Whatchya need?" but of course he has to yell because he's 3 rows down! It's cool. Yeah. I'm enjoying my job so far. I hope I get to keep it....:S
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Wednesday night he called (drinking, of course) and so chels and I went over there. And he was pretty much ignoring me (which surprised me, I thought the moment I walked through the door he'd be all over me like usual, but I'm glad he was on the other side of the room when we went in, and I sat in his kitchen while those to were in the livingroom, which is pretty much the same room cuz his apartment is fucking puny....anyways) and just talking to chelsee. Right now he is considering moving out of state and chels said that she would miss him. And he was like "Why would you miss me? I mean, I completely mind fucked you. I led you on. I led heather on. Not to mention how many other girls." like...er...me.
Yeah, then, I can't believe it, he wanted to come over to our apartment. The carride over he was like punching the back of my seat and I'm already like angry. And I realized I'm not angry at him, I'm mad at myself for letting him lead me on. I should have realized all he wanted was sex. And I'm thankful he never got it. But then at the same time he was dropping hints at wanting a relationship and just...yeah, he can blow himself.
So, yeah, hes over and I grab the vodka. I sat on the couch and was drinking and he came sat next to me and started to try and tickle me or put his arm around me. I drank a big fucking screwdriver in like three gulps. I'm just mad. I kept pushing his arm away and stuff. I usually don't drink because I'm angry, stressed yes, angry no. But...angry and drunk is not cool. So I sat in the rocking chair for the rest of the time he was there, he realized he was getting the cold shoulder and asked chels to drive him home.
I really hate myself for liking him now. Chelsee did tell me. And I don't know why I expected anything better. I don't even want to be his friend right now because I know he won't stop all that flirting. And, yeah, so I feel like royal shit.
But, just to leave on a happier note. I finished my first week on the job off of training! It seemed to take forever! But! The guy I share a cubicle with is really cool and funny. He has a twisted sense of humor and just makes me laugh and he is also really helpful. Everyone there is really helpful. And my supervisor is great, he disputed my first QA which I originaly failed with a 74, he got it up to a 91 which was great! And it's a really great enviroment, and I'm liking it so far. I'm getting the hang of it and my talk time is already down. I still have had a few bad calls, really bad, but yeah, people are great there. And I'm really starting to get along with Mitch which is awesome. I think he'd be fun to hang out with and drink with. Also he's like one of the few people there who are my age! Everyone is like 24 or older! So yeah, I like that mitch is my neighbor. We can BS between calls. It's great.
Then there is shannon who is to my left, she's cool to talk to. And Ty is right next to Mitch and Ty and I trained together, and I like talking to him.
And ALL of the guys there are like gentlemen! They hold doors open and evertyhing! So nice! And Darrel is really cool. I wish he was in the same row as me because whenever I raise my hand for a question and if he see's right away he's like "Whatchya need?" but of course he has to yell because he's 3 rows down! It's cool. Yeah. I'm enjoying my job so far. I hope I get to keep it....:S
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