Bored.
We're never happy. Humans, when offered a pile of gold, will yearn for another. Its natural. Taming the lower self is a process that requires the complete submission of ones soul to the Creator. For if our soul is not submitted to Him, it will otherwise be in submission to another being--or thing--whether it be our profession, our parents/children, or our own desires.
I'm bored at work. A week ago, I was ready to jump on the non-freeloader's bandwagon and try to earn some extra mula. But sitting here, waiting for each second to pass, I have to ask myself whether I'm really happy now. Of course not. Who really is happy living the redundancy of a clock-in clock-out, high heeled shoes, early to rise, hustle and bustle, cash or check life style?
Perhaps you have to make the best of it. Optimism is definitely important to survive...sanely. But it is also a possibility that I am simply not cut out for this type of life style. I don't like the idea of "settling down". I don't want to live in the suburbs with my 2.5 kids and sport utility vehicle, kissing my husband to work before I drive the little ones to school.
I want to travel and study and learn and implement knowledge and become old and wise...
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I'm bored at work. A week ago, I was ready to jump on the non-freeloader's bandwagon and try to earn some extra mula. But sitting here, waiting for each second to pass, I have to ask myself whether I'm really happy now. Of course not. Who really is happy living the redundancy of a clock-in clock-out, high heeled shoes, early to rise, hustle and bustle, cash or check life style?
Perhaps you have to make the best of it. Optimism is definitely important to survive...sanely. But it is also a possibility that I am simply not cut out for this type of life style. I don't like the idea of "settling down". I don't want to live in the suburbs with my 2.5 kids and sport utility vehicle, kissing my husband to work before I drive the little ones to school.
I want to travel and study and learn and implement knowledge and become old and wise...
Post later, times up.