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I am so burned out that I can barely process being burned out.
I've worked all day, and then at 9:30 I can breath except I can't because I have work to finish that I couldn't finish this afternoon because it's not easy work: it takes time and mental gymnastics.
I'm exhausted, and I want time to decompress and do something for me, but I can't. I have to keep going. And the worst part is I know there are people relying on me. Who need something from me. And I feel like I'm letting them down. Failing them.