Yuletide reveal! And a question

[amatara]

First and foremost, wishing you all a wonderful New Year! May you be granted enough wishes, great or small, to fill your daily cup of happiness, yet still be left with plenty of others to keep you dreaming in years to come.

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Onward then to today's reveal of Yuletide story authors! I wrote two, including a last-minute treat.

Bearing Witness
Babylon

Comments

[mithen]

*grins widely* I knew "Bearing Witness" was yours before I finished the author's note! It just sounded like you. :) "Awkward Positions" I thought, "Huh, the story reads kind of like amatara, but I KNOW she already wrote the other story, and besides, this has actual sex in it, so probably it's not her..." But I should have known the snark and furtive tenderness were yours!

I have never seen Twin Peaks! But if you write something I shall send my husband to read it since he has. :)

[amatara]

... this has actual sex in it, so probably it's not her...

LOL, I don't quite know how to react to that - for some reason I have this feeling I should defend myself, either about the lack of sex in other fics or the sudden presence of sex in this one, or possibly both. :) Anyway, the sex wasn't really sex, was it, just a brief snippet of it and then onward to more angst. *g* Though I should say what sex there was, rolled out pretty naturally. So you never know what the future might bring... *big fat wink*

Hmm, I'm starting to think Twin Peaks is a guy thing, not that I understand why. I never saw any of it either, until my husband (who is a pretty huge fan) introduced me to it. I liked-not-loved the first series, had mixed feelings about the second one, but the show has this one gorgeous combination of characters, which I fell for right from the start but never actively got into until now, being Dale Cooper (the main character) and Albert Rosenfield (FBI pathologist and sarcastic as hell). The best bits are even on Youtube! Just

[mithen]

LOL, I don't quite know how to react to that - for some reason I have this feeling I should defend myself, either about the lack of sex in other fics or the sudden presence of sex in this one, or possibly both. :)

No, no, neither at all! I love your stories without it, those almost-with-it (oh, "Small Mercies"), and those with it. :)

That pacifist speech is awesome! :) And Dan likes UST just fine in his stories--he betas all of mine so is capable of enjoying a pretty decent range, although when he's reading he tends to skim sex scenes, lol... (I find a lot of people skim explicit sex scenes, including myself unless I'm in just the right mood and the scene is written just right!)

[amatara]

You know, I keep finding it so very funny that you write the steamiest sex scenes yourself (and write them wonderfully, too!) and yet mention skimming away from them when reading someone else's fic. :) Not that I can't understand your point perfectly, because I do, but - I keep having to smile when you say that. *giggles*

I love that your husband reads and betas your fic! I let my own husband read some of mine (though so far, not the ones containing sex *g*) and he liked them well enough, but I know he does it more because I'm asking, than because it's really his thing.

[mithen]

*facepalm* I hear you about the sex scenes. As a writer, I find them an interesting challenge (like fight scenes!)--plus I can be sure that the sex is always interesting to me at the moment I'm writing it. As a reader, the odds that someone else's smut is going to hit me in just the right way exactly when I'm reading it is a lot smaller. Not the fault of the smut at all, just a sort of narrowness of the parameters as a reader...

It actually took my husband and I a while to find a balance with him as a beta. Because I really was hoping for more enthusiastic involvement, but he approaches stories very much as logic puzzles, with a real detachment. He is just not a squeeing sort of guy. That made me kind of sad at first (this is a polite euphemism for "I locked myself in the bedroom and cried") and for a while we had this elaborate system where he was required to find at least one thing per thousand words that he could compliment as working on an emotional level. But over time I kind of came to understand that he didn't see

[amatara]

Well, sex and betas are very meaningful aspects in a fanfic writer's life, aren't they? ;) So I don't blame you a bit!

I guess most guys are not the squeeing type when it comes to fanfic - my husband's the same as yours, anyway. :) He can read and enjoy the stories, but he usually doesn't comment much except for a brief "scene X is fun" or "oh, this is a sad ending." Not exactly "scene Y ripped my heart out", either. *g* But to be fair, I don't think I could bear to have him beta a fic of mine. Not because I'm afraid of what he'd say, but because writing is a very private thing to me, and for some reason, the closer someone is to me, the harder I find it to receive critique from them. If that makes any sense. *blinks* And I think it's a wonderful thing that you did manage to find a way to let your husband beta that the both of you feel comfortable with.