No coffee for me this morning. I fucked it up real bad and made it hideously weak, so I just made tea to compensate instead. I don't have enough coffee to make two pots in one day, so I'll have to go to the store tomorrow or today. I could also aim for Friday, I suppose, since I have the whole day off. No classes on Friiiiday! :D
I am liking Islam so far, but it is a lot of work--a lot of reading. This makes me a little nervous because I am kind of burnt out on the reading scale. That's okay, I think. I'll just have to try hard, you know. I'd also like to write a paper for the class, but it is one of those optional papers, and I know that I could do really well on the tests and get an A in the class without doing the paper. So chances are that I won't do the paper. ^^;
I went to bed in kind of a low mood--I won't say shitty or bad, because it wasn't really bad so much as just low. I end up feeling this way when I feel like I don't have a lot of avenues, I guess. It was just yesterday night that I felt that way, though, like I didn't really have anywhere to go. I don't really know why, I was feeling pretty good about the year and everything earlier. When I went to bed, though, I just felt weirdly stuck. Woke up that way, too. I think I know what did it, but it's still frustrating that I can't really get around that.
Anyways. Since it's J-term, and therefore kind of a quiet month, I am geered up to play a ton of Sim City, to paint and draw, and to write, hopefully. We all know what happens when I make goals, though, so I won't. I'll just remind myself that I want to get something done for once. I'd also like to do some research on how people make money on photography, you know.. to see if I can get any profit out of my beautiful new camera. I'm going to add a photography section to my website, and I think I'm also going to put up a portfolio space with all the best. Until I do that, though.. I can show you some of my favorite shots here.
I hope you like them. :D Pretty sure they're all up on facebook too.. so if you've seen them there, there's nothing spectacular or new.
So I have to work tomorrow and I need to go grocery shopping, and I also need to buy my reader for Islam. I'm going to be spending a lot of money on this class. :/ Almost one hundred dollars. Sigh. I thought J-term would be an easy snatch for books. Ah well. Things are never as they seem. My mom told me how much a tuition payment would be, too. Ugh. A lot, after I pay for books for next semester. I'm spending money, but things are probably tighter, even though it doesn't look like it in my bank account. Bleh. (I typed bank acoconut.)
mm.. and on the note of coconuts.. Nothing in particular. I think I'll take off now, finish the photography section on my website, and then do some painting before I have to finish my homework. :D