my life is a living f**** hole...lol...that ones for u kris!

[amarzullo]

i dont know what to do tonight...im stuck in a predicament...

i havent updated in a while but i dont think anyone noticed..haha sooooo this week went by extremely slow and shitty found out i was failing in spanish thank god i have that shizat sorted now.

and other small, trivial things that dont matter anymore..

but wow i have really turned to music...it will never let me down, or change its mind..lol..but im kinda pissed bc i have been writing this song for the past three weeks and i just feel like something is missing its like a never ending song, but i kind of like it....i dont know i cant be the judge of that...everyone has to go right now and listen to electric light orchestra..it makes me so happy inside..

• im sorry
• just like the others
• why me
• why this
• how could you say those thing, done all those things
• why this way?.....why are you doing this to me
• i bet you didnt even notice it

tired

arnold schwarzenegger

so different

cows

i did it

again

to myself

self pitty, dont feel sorry for yourself, take responsibility for your actions

fell for it, AGAIN

alyssa, lets go to new york

im done now, i promisse

sry to everyone who has witnessed emo-marz for the past five days...i swear..next week will be different...it will be un-emo-marz-enator....besides im just going to go out tonight and have fun..