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Tonight sucked. I wish I had just slept or something.
Im being replaced.
There were like 13 cops in downtown LO tonight. Hella scary.
Glad it is weekend. So much shit happened just today that I cant deal with anything anymore.
I started crying during lunch today. None of me "friends" even really seemed to care that I was gone all lunch and didn't really return till class started, and when they did see me, i looked like i was about to kill someone. I dont know. I would honestly want to know what is going on in my friends life if they were like that. I mean shit, Vince called me from California to make sure I was okay. WTF is up with that. I dont know.
Today just sucked.
I wish I was in Cali with Warren, Vince, and Kaelin. I wish I was able to see all of the baba kids. I miss them.
I love Warren. I want to see him. I miss him soo much. Warren, I know you are going to read this, so I love you. I cant wait to see you in June, cause Im guessing your rents wont let you come up for spring break.
Im going to bed. Maybe today will be better. No, it will be better. Lauren and I are going to have a HUGE talk tomorrow. It will be nice. I havne't really talked to anyone really about myself in a while. I will feel better when a lot of this shit is off my cheast.
*Juju*
Im being replaced.
There were like 13 cops in downtown LO tonight. Hella scary.
Glad it is weekend. So much shit happened just today that I cant deal with anything anymore.
I started crying during lunch today. None of me "friends" even really seemed to care that I was gone all lunch and didn't really return till class started, and when they did see me, i looked like i was about to kill someone. I dont know. I would honestly want to know what is going on in my friends life if they were like that. I mean shit, Vince called me from California to make sure I was okay. WTF is up with that. I dont know.
Today just sucked.
I wish I was in Cali with Warren, Vince, and Kaelin. I wish I was able to see all of the baba kids. I miss them.
I love Warren. I want to see him. I miss him soo much. Warren, I know you are going to read this, so I love you. I cant wait to see you in June, cause Im guessing your rents wont let you come up for spring break.
Im going to bed. Maybe today will be better. No, it will be better. Lauren and I are going to have a HUGE talk tomorrow. It will be nice. I havne't really talked to anyone really about myself in a while. I will feel better when a lot of this shit is off my cheast.
*Juju*