Jun 04, 2007 16:39
Should I end up being...
a hair dresser...
a preschool teacher...
an interior decorator...
a wedding planner...
those are all the career options I can think of right now that I would ever consider.
*sighs* I know what I want to do all my life... serve Christ in whatever I do... but I also know what my life long dream has been... *sighs* But I can't do that right away... I have to do one of these first.
what shall I choose? ... I've been thinking so hard about it... looking up TONS of stuff about each career online... getting very stressed. It's starting to take a toll on me... I feel more depressed. :( and... headache never stops.
Hey, did you guys know, that I basically have a headache all the time? Like... 24/7 pain in myhead NON STOP. I basically have pain in my head.. and I start noticing it more when it's heavier more intense pain. I've gotten used to the minor pain already. I've had a migraine twice in my whole life. Once when I was in Greece... I went to bed with a headache... woke up in the middle of the night.. had INTENSE pain in my head... I actually started crying! (and I never cry with a simple headache). And when I tried to lay back down and rest to try to get back to sleep, my head hurt more. So basically... sitting up and closing my eyes helped my head better... which is weird. But... all wells. Went upstairs and took medicine. The next time I had a migraine was at school in Orlando, FL. I was on lunch break... I had a headache ALL DAY LONG... but during lunch break... it was intense... head throbbing... stabbing pain. ick. :( I remember crying and Christina was trying to comfort me. *sighs* But, yeah. My mom told me I have to go see a chiropractor or something cuz it might be something in my neck that is pinching some kind of nerve... causing the headaches. I don't want to go see one... but I do at the same time. I don't like to take the same medicine over and over again... my body gets used to it and then my headache doesn't go away. :/ I remember this one time when I had a headache last summer and was depressed all at the same time... I took that bottle of aspirin and took 2... then 1 more... then 1 more... I was about to take another one... till Christina stopped me. I felt so bad but good at the same time... cuz I actually wanted to overdose... get rid of all my pain... physical and emotional. *sighs* :( But yeah... there you go. pain... in my head. So if I'm ever... yucky towards you and snappy... just REMEMBER that I do have a headache almost everyday. And it DOES affect me. So... yeah... sorry if I get snappy. :(
Christina might be staying here for another year to work and then go to moody... this is... interesting news. hhhmmmm
I love Tina though. <3