random stuff
Otay everybody....
I think I'll just... write whatever I can think of to write... i dunno... *shrugs*
1. I got a special magnet from weight watchers that has the number 25 on it. :) A certificate thing that says I lost 25 pounds so far. Yay yay... I need to continue though... for a looong time... *sighs* I need to stop feeling trapped in my own body... so yeah. I think I'm going to become a lifetime member though. Once I reach my weight goal, I get to keep on going on weight watchers for free if I decide to become a lifetime member. So, that's what I'm going to do. *sighs*
2. 20 some days till Tina comes. Okay... so basically...
*SQUEELS* I CAN'T WAIT TILL TINA COMES I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT TILL TINA COMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*giggles* I LOVE YOU TINA! I looove you... love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you looooveee yoouuuu.... * takes deep breath* k... I'm done. :D But yeah... Tina I DO love you. and I do want you here... though i do get kinda scared about it. But that's not... really important. *shrugs* But yesterday...well, last night... she was talking to me on IM... and she was encouraging me... virtually hugging me and holding me as I cried and told her stuff... about what was happening... problems or whatever. And it was nice... and she always told me to stay on there to talk to her. When I told her I wanted to leave... she wouldn't let me... and she told me she missed me... and I felt really good... really loved by her. She doesn't tell me that she loves me or misses me a whole lot ... at least not as much as I do to her... so when she does tell me those things (especially "i miss you" it makes me feel VERY good ... and wanted as a twin sister!) I just... gah.... I need her... :( Being apart from her... has made me feel... independent... but has also made me feel... very ... far apart from her. And it's VERY DIFFERENT. All our life we've been together... almost all our life we've shared a room... cleaning together, talked in the nights together... HAHA! In Greece... and even here sometimes... we'd ALWAYS get in trouble because my parents would sometimes hear us talking at night to each other... and we were telling stories... or talking about our crushes... dreams and hopes... giggling... or crying... either one... we were there to talk about it... and my dad would often come downstairs and be like "Girls! Go to sleep! Right now! Stop talking!" hehehehehe.... *heavy sigh* ohhhh I miss those times. Time goes by so fast. Before I know it... I'll be 30 with my own kids trying to teach THEM how to deal with their sisters or brothers... or how to be friends with each other. hmm... :/
Anddd... Tina and I were homeschooled together... so basically... we actually did EVERYTHING together... I knew HER better than I knew Libby or Natalie... she knows me better than anybody else... I'm serious... she really does. I think you could ask her anything about me and she could answer it.
hehehe! We would also randomly decide to clean our room... and rearrange it or decorate it. We LOVE to decorate... yeeeaahhh, baby! I love it... so... we'd do that sometimes... and be VERY happy with what we did... and would show it off to libby and Nattie and our parents. We would giggle and like... be happy when Libby and Nattie would get jealous off of our room. They still do get jealous. :p lol... when i first got out of taylor and moved back here... and got my own room... I decorated it and everything... the first thing Libby and natalie both said when they took a look at my room... was "Aaaww I love your room! Can you decorate mine???!!!!" :p But yeah... it was fun doing that kinda stuff with Tina! *sighs*...... :(
3. oohhh.... today at work I got kind of freaked out. So basically... I walked in the bakery and prepared to go in the back and put the blouse on or whatever. But I walked through the doors... and saw Kenny standing behind the counter watching Michelle who was standing next to a chair a couple feet in front of me... and she had this stern expression on her face. And I gave her a confused look... and she's like "late, are we?!" and she looked so... upset... and I was like... "whattt...?" and I looked VERY worried cuz all these thoughts came up and I thought to myself "what if I had to work at 11:30 and I forgot?! oh my gosh... oh my gosh..." And then... she started laughing really hard and she's like "OH, I'M JUST KIDDING" and she gave me this big hug!! :) *giggles* And then she's like "I told Kenny I was gonna scare you like this and he told me not to cuz you were gonna cry." and I was like "no... I'm not gonna cry..." lol. I don't get it why they think I'm so overly... sensitive... cuz I'm not. i'm just quiet. Oh wait... yeah I know why kenny said that. basically... cuz I don't take some of his jokes well... or I don't respond to them... or I get offended sometimes, he thinks that I'm like... I dunno... some sensitive girl. So yeah... that's prolly why he said that. But anyways... so like... after michelle hugged me and after Helen gave me a kiss on the cheek and gave me a hug, Kenny rubbed my shoulder a little bit and asked how I was and stuff... and I told him I was good. So... yeah... *sighs* THEY SCARED ME THOUGH! *wimpers* lol... but it was funny... hehehe....
OH! and it's the first time... michelle was walking and I guess looked at me while I was making pizza shells and she's like "hey... you HAVE lost some weight, haven't you?" and I was " yeah I have..." and she's like "oh that's awesome." And I told her I've lost 25 pounds... and she was really surprised and asked when i started the program and all that and blah blah blah. then she's like "ohhh... I gotta start something like that again..." lol... the way she said it was cute. :)
4. I think I'm going to Jesse's house this weekend... so I've been thinking... maybe I can make my special chocolate chip pudding cookies!!! Cuz... I know Jesse loved them... and so did his parents. So maybe when Jesse picks me up, we can quickly go to walmart so I can get chocolate chips and maybe a bag of flour... I feel kind of uncomfortable using her stuff... so yeah. Uhm... then I can make the cookies for them! :) IF they want me to, that is. A double batch... oohhh! yay.
Oh... and I should also get another mixer for my mom... cuz Jesse broke the last one. kidding... :p ... lol... we prolly broke it together... so yeah... don't worry, Jesse.
uuuhhhmmmm........................ *sighs* I guess that's all I'm gonna write for now... I think I'm gonna go play piano for a while... it'll calm me down... emotionally... so yeah.
talk to you later, peoples!
Leave comments, please. <3
OH OH... WAIT.... oh my goodness... okay at film festival... we watched "facing the giants" and it was an AMAZING GOD CENTERED MOVIE!!! And... at the end this man came to speak... and kind of... told people of the gospel and stuff. And that night many people accepted Christ in their hearts... it was an amazing thing to see all these people start walking down the aisles in the theatre and go pray and ask Jesus into their lives!!! I felt... so happy... I was praying and crying ... happy tears, of course. It was awesome. :) I haven't seen stuff like this since... I was in Greece... so it felt really good to see all that again. :D
Praise God that we have new brothers and sisters in Christ! yay yay yay yay yay! :)
Basically... When you put all your faith and trust in God... wonderful things CAN happen! You just have to let go... and trust in Him. yeah, hard to do sometimes... but everything seems to be less... of a burden when you do that....specially when you are facing... stressful situations, like that man in the movie. All of you... if you haven't seen that movie... watch it. It's a-m-a-z-i-n-g!!! :)
Okay... that's it. I'm done!
*~~Anna Marie~~*
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
I think I'll just... write whatever I can think of to write... i dunno... *shrugs*
1. I got a special magnet from weight watchers that has the number 25 on it. :) A certificate thing that says I lost 25 pounds so far. Yay yay... I need to continue though... for a looong time... *sighs* I need to stop feeling trapped in my own body... so yeah. I think I'm going to become a lifetime member though. Once I reach my weight goal, I get to keep on going on weight watchers for free if I decide to become a lifetime member. So, that's what I'm going to do. *sighs*
2. 20 some days till Tina comes. Okay... so basically...
*SQUEELS* I CAN'T WAIT TILL TINA COMES I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT I CAN'T WAIT TILL TINA COMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*giggles* I LOVE YOU TINA! I looove you... love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you love you looooveee yoouuuu.... * takes deep breath* k... I'm done. :D But yeah... Tina I DO love you. and I do want you here... though i do get kinda scared about it. But that's not... really important. *shrugs* But yesterday...well, last night... she was talking to me on IM... and she was encouraging me... virtually hugging me and holding me as I cried and told her stuff... about what was happening... problems or whatever. And it was nice... and she always told me to stay on there to talk to her. When I told her I wanted to leave... she wouldn't let me... and she told me she missed me... and I felt really good... really loved by her. She doesn't tell me that she loves me or misses me a whole lot ... at least not as much as I do to her... so when she does tell me those things (especially "i miss you" it makes me feel VERY good ... and wanted as a twin sister!) I just... gah.... I need her... :( Being apart from her... has made me feel... independent... but has also made me feel... very ... far apart from her. And it's VERY DIFFERENT. All our life we've been together... almost all our life we've shared a room... cleaning together, talked in the nights together... HAHA! In Greece... and even here sometimes... we'd ALWAYS get in trouble because my parents would sometimes hear us talking at night to each other... and we were telling stories... or talking about our crushes... dreams and hopes... giggling... or crying... either one... we were there to talk about it... and my dad would often come downstairs and be like "Girls! Go to sleep! Right now! Stop talking!" hehehehehe.... *heavy sigh* ohhhh I miss those times. Time goes by so fast. Before I know it... I'll be 30 with my own kids trying to teach THEM how to deal with their sisters or brothers... or how to be friends with each other. hmm... :/
Anddd... Tina and I were homeschooled together... so basically... we actually did EVERYTHING together... I knew HER better than I knew Libby or Natalie... she knows me better than anybody else... I'm serious... she really does. I think you could ask her anything about me and she could answer it.
hehehe! We would also randomly decide to clean our room... and rearrange it or decorate it. We LOVE to decorate... yeeeaahhh, baby! I love it... so... we'd do that sometimes... and be VERY happy with what we did... and would show it off to libby and Nattie and our parents. We would giggle and like... be happy when Libby and Nattie would get jealous off of our room. They still do get jealous. :p lol... when i first got out of taylor and moved back here... and got my own room... I decorated it and everything... the first thing Libby and natalie both said when they took a look at my room... was "Aaaww I love your room! Can you decorate mine???!!!!" :p But yeah... it was fun doing that kinda stuff with Tina! *sighs*...... :(
3. oohhh.... today at work I got kind of freaked out. So basically... I walked in the bakery and prepared to go in the back and put the blouse on or whatever. But I walked through the doors... and saw Kenny standing behind the counter watching Michelle who was standing next to a chair a couple feet in front of me... and she had this stern expression on her face. And I gave her a confused look... and she's like "late, are we?!" and she looked so... upset... and I was like... "whattt...?" and I looked VERY worried cuz all these thoughts came up and I thought to myself "what if I had to work at 11:30 and I forgot?! oh my gosh... oh my gosh..." And then... she started laughing really hard and she's like "OH, I'M JUST KIDDING" and she gave me this big hug!! :) *giggles* And then she's like "I told Kenny I was gonna scare you like this and he told me not to cuz you were gonna cry." and I was like "no... I'm not gonna cry..." lol. I don't get it why they think I'm so overly... sensitive... cuz I'm not. i'm just quiet. Oh wait... yeah I know why kenny said that. basically... cuz I don't take some of his jokes well... or I don't respond to them... or I get offended sometimes, he thinks that I'm like... I dunno... some sensitive girl. So yeah... that's prolly why he said that. But anyways... so like... after michelle hugged me and after Helen gave me a kiss on the cheek and gave me a hug, Kenny rubbed my shoulder a little bit and asked how I was and stuff... and I told him I was good. So... yeah... *sighs* THEY SCARED ME THOUGH! *wimpers* lol... but it was funny... hehehe....
OH! and it's the first time... michelle was walking and I guess looked at me while I was making pizza shells and she's like "hey... you HAVE lost some weight, haven't you?" and I was " yeah I have..." and she's like "oh that's awesome." And I told her I've lost 25 pounds... and she was really surprised and asked when i started the program and all that and blah blah blah. then she's like "ohhh... I gotta start something like that again..." lol... the way she said it was cute. :)
4. I think I'm going to Jesse's house this weekend... so I've been thinking... maybe I can make my special chocolate chip pudding cookies!!! Cuz... I know Jesse loved them... and so did his parents. So maybe when Jesse picks me up, we can quickly go to walmart so I can get chocolate chips and maybe a bag of flour... I feel kind of uncomfortable using her stuff... so yeah. Uhm... then I can make the cookies for them! :) IF they want me to, that is. A double batch... oohhh! yay.
Oh... and I should also get another mixer for my mom... cuz Jesse broke the last one. kidding... :p ... lol... we prolly broke it together... so yeah... don't worry, Jesse.
uuuhhhmmmm........................ *sighs* I guess that's all I'm gonna write for now... I think I'm gonna go play piano for a while... it'll calm me down... emotionally... so yeah.
talk to you later, peoples!
Leave comments, please. <3
OH OH... WAIT.... oh my goodness... okay at film festival... we watched "facing the giants" and it was an AMAZING GOD CENTERED MOVIE!!! And... at the end this man came to speak... and kind of... told people of the gospel and stuff. And that night many people accepted Christ in their hearts... it was an amazing thing to see all these people start walking down the aisles in the theatre and go pray and ask Jesus into their lives!!! I felt... so happy... I was praying and crying ... happy tears, of course. It was awesome. :) I haven't seen stuff like this since... I was in Greece... so it felt really good to see all that again. :D
Praise God that we have new brothers and sisters in Christ! yay yay yay yay yay! :)
Basically... When you put all your faith and trust in God... wonderful things CAN happen! You just have to let go... and trust in Him. yeah, hard to do sometimes... but everything seems to be less... of a burden when you do that....specially when you are facing... stressful situations, like that man in the movie. All of you... if you haven't seen that movie... watch it. It's a-m-a-z-i-n-g!!! :)
Okay... that's it. I'm done!
*~~Anna Marie~~*
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3