Apr 09, 2007 22:27
Thursday morning was the best morning I've had in a LONG TIME! I was sleeping... and then I suddenly felt someone jump on my bed. We all were expecting Christina to come home for part of her spring break with Robert, but I never expected her to wake me up the way she did. She jumped on me and woke me up... was like "Anna... Anna! I'm here.... Anna... WAKE UP!" *giggles* I like... looked at her and smiled and she hugged me while lying down next to me. And then I turned around... saw Robert standing next to the bed behind Christina and he was smiling at me... Tina then made me laugh... cuz the first thing we actually talked about was how i looked. she's like "okay... lemme see how skinny you are!!!" She knew that I've been on weight watchers for a while and lost some twenty pounds... so she's expecting like this... weird... super model? which is not... how ... I look... so... yeah she was weird. but it was cute. :) So she like sticks her hand under my comforter and feels my leg... and she's like "EEWWWW YOU'RE SO SKINNY!!!!" :p I LOVE HER! lol. Well, you know what?! She's skinny too. :p She's beautiful... so yeah. :) YOU ARE GORGEOUS TINA... I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU! hmmmm okay. So that was the whole... seeing tina again. I was expecting something totally different... like me just... going up to her after she came and slept for a while... but it wasn't like that. And I actually liked this thing better... her jumping on my bed and waking me up. That was awesome. :D So then... we spent the rest of the day together!!!!! :D hehe. I LOVED IT. I didn't wanna go to work on Friday... I had to though cuz it was holiday weekend... you know... weekend before Easter. So, yeah. I had to work from 12:30 all the way till close. And... during the middle of working... Michelle is like... "Anna, you are doing a great job... but try being a little quicker at counting and stuff because we have LOTS TO DO THIS EVENING. We won't be out at our normal closing time." And I'm like... "what?!" cuz I need to get out... I was expecting Jesse to be at our home... I didn't want him waiting... or worrying about where I was... cuz he knows what time I get out of work when I work at the bakery. So, that was disappointing. I had no idea what to expect. So... I just continued working... and then we did our closing stuff... counted more stuff for easter orders and some of the girls packed up more orders. SO by the time we were done with EVERYTHING... it was around 9 p.m. I was literally... EXHAUSTED. I wanted to fall into Jesse's arms and sleep.
So I walked out of work and was heading home till I saw Jesse's car and Christina hop out of it. So, I went to the parking lot of the church, hopped in the car... and they drove me home. :) Sweet of Jesse and sweet of Tina to come with him to pick me up. *giggles* I feel loved! Uhm... so we went back home... and just... all hung out... I almost fell asleep on my bed... but... yeah... all of us together (Christina, Robert, Jesse, and I) kept me up! So much... energy...excitement? I dunno... anyways! Yeah... we stayed up late. :(
Saturday: Woke up in the morning and had family breakfast. I loved the meals together, because it felt...so good to be with my WHOLE family again...and with Robert and Jesse... it was BETTER. :) I loved it... loved talking ... loved hearing what my sisters had to say about certain stuff. It was fun. Then... my mom was DETERMINED to get out because the weather was good. So... before the snow came we started driving to Skineatless lake (I dunno how to spell it). But it was nice...even though it DID start to snow. We walked a little by the lake... then walked and just... looked in some shops and stuff. Jesse bought me a nice yankee candle. He's SO sweet!!! :) I've never had someone by me something on the spot like that before. It makes me feel so special (though he didn't need to do that) But... it was SUPER sweet. I lit the candle later on in the evening and LOVED the scent. :) <3 <3
Then... we walked back to the car and drove to a nice coffee shop where we got coffee. Christina, Robert, Jesse, and I all sat next to each other and just TALKED about stuff. Stuff about... us, the future... it was nice. I liked it.
So then we drove back home and hung out in the house for a little while. Rested... I like resting... especially with Jesse. His arms around me comfort me. :) He's just... strong and... comforting... he's my knight. I love it! <3
Okay... *sighs* uuuhhhmmmm.... OH! DOUBLE DATE! Tina, Robert, Jesse, and I went out on a double date. Jesse drove us in his car. We went to the mall first... then to applebees for dinner. We talked there about our beliefs... testimonies... some of our doubts. It was awesome. I liked the conversations we had. :) We need to go on a double date again... possibly in the summer. hhhhmmmm. Then we went to walmart and got a couple stuff. Christina wanted to get a present for Libby cuz it was her birthday. So... she got Libby a cute purse and... reeses cups. Libby enjoyed the gift. :) So, that was nice and comforting to Tina. Then... we came home... and just hung out... yeah... it was fun. OH oh! Saturday afternoon before we went on double date... Jesse played this card game called spit with Natalie. I LOVE how he interacts with her... it's like he's her older brother... and I just love how Natalie loves him as her big brother. It's nice to see how good he is with her. It's just.... comforting in a way. :) Natalie beat him though in spit. :) haha! funny... *whispers* my boyfriend isn't very good at card games. ;) kidding... he's awesome.
Sunday: Woke up early... had Easter breakfast with the whole family. That was fun. :) Then... took a quick shower and then got ready for church. Christina couldn't find her shirt and was freaking out a little... I left her though cuz I knew I had to be at Sunday school... and the guys were there on their own... I didn't wanna just leave them there in a place where they've never been before. So... yeah. I went to sunday school... then saw Tina come in... and she looked GORGEOUS! And she told me she had a break down... so I gave her a big hug... then church started. And it was a GOOD sermon... good choir singing... good worship. I liked it all. And having Jesse by me felt even better. :) I loved going to church with him. I'm looking foward to the weekend I get to stay at his place and go to HIS church with him. That will be interesting and probably a good experience. :) Uhmmmm... so then we got home...
Jesse and I were snuggling as we were watching Alice in Wonderland with Natalie. I almost fell asleep in his arms though...cuz I was so tired. But... yeah, it was nice. :) THEN... his parents came for Easter dinner. And wow... that was FUN. Jesse was talking a whole lot... and he and Tina were teasing each other. It was great. Jesse is hilarious... I love it that he makes me laugh. I told myself that my future boyfriend and husband should have some kind of humor so he could make me laugh... and well... Jesse has that. And I love it. :D He may not think he's so funny... but the little stuff he does... just... yeah. He doesn't crack jokes or anything and doesn't TRY to be funny. He just naturally is... and I think it's a very good thing. The whole family was laughing with what he was doing and saying sometimes. Awesome and memorable times. :)
Then... the rest of the evening was spent... hanging out... and Jesse and I went swinging with Natalie. That was fun too.
The time when he had to leave... he and I were by his car in the church parking lot and we like... hugged and stuff and said we'd miss each other... but then he started crying... and told me some of the stuff that was on his mind... and that he'd be missing me. And I really enjoyed that he was so open with me... I really like it! He's not afraid to show how he feels... he's not afraid to cry. I like a guy who doesn't try to act all macho and all manly or whatever trying his best not to cry cuz he thinks it'll ruin his manliness or make him... feminine. Jesse's not like that. And it amazes me! :) I love it. <3
Then... we prayed together... well he did the praying... but I was praying with him... in my head. It was a VERY good moment. I liked it a lot... and hope in the future we will do lots more of it.
*sighs*... I dunno... this whole weekend... was amazing. Being with Tina too... was AWESOME. I missed her so much... and seeing her and Robert together just made me giggle... made me... smile. I love them both and love how cute they are together. I enjoyed talking to Christina and giving her nice big hugs! :)
And Jesse... wow.. :) Sometimes it's hard to find the right words to say... he just... AMAZES me! A guy who loves family... who is willing to drive a ways to see you...who is not afraid to show his feelings... who is talkative...who will care for you when you are either sad or happy... who will do anything to make you feel comfortable... who will make an effort to get to know the parents to talk to them and help out when he can... Just... gosh. I've never ever met a guy like him. he blows me away. And he IS my knight. :) He's my knight in shining armor and no one can take him away from me... or I hope no one can or will take him away from me.
I care for him so much... I <3 him so much. I can't wait to see what happens in the future. And courting him is such a blessing to me right now. Kind of like an answer to my prayers. And he's everything I need right now in a guy. :)
I love being with him... <3
Jesseeeeee.... you are awesome... and wonderful.... sweet.... and precious... lovely... caring... and God fearing.... :) merciful... gracious... forgiving.... kind and loving... funny and spontaneous..... polite... and... amazing!
Yeeeaahhhh... hehe.
Okay... my update's too long. I'M SO SORRY IF I WAS BORING TO YOU. I didn't want to be.
God Bless ALL OF YOU!
I love you all.
<3
*~~Anna~~*
Philippians 4:13 "I can do all things through Him who strengthens me."