first off...
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY ABI!!!
well, work and school has now been taking its toll on me now. i can just feel my body breaking down slowly and gradually. not in a physical sense, but more of a psychological sense. its not that i want to stop working my butt off at work and then go to class later in the day, but i can just tell my body is trying to adjust to the new lifestyle of living on my own. i just got to get use to this. knowing my own body better than others, its gonna take a couple weeks before i truly settle down into some sort of groove. i gotta do this. no if's, and's or but's.
just trying to study for classes leave me tired. studying for tests leave me staying up well past 1am and with me working mornings for the most part, i dont feel im getting the rest i need. and i know i do have saturday as my day off, but maybe its not enough. or its not enough for the time being. i still feel i can adjust. im gonna have to anyway.
i guess its frustration w/ this lingering cold ive had for the past couple weeks. whenever i think im feeling better, i just end up going into a coughing rage. hopefully, with me not working tomorrow morning, i can finally sleep in and probably, with the help of some well needed nyquil, feel tons better.
whatever. its going to be a good weekend. Abi's going to have her birthday bash on saturday. im going to see mary kathryn for the first time in months. i get a chance to meet more of Abi's friends. its going to be fun.
the only things im not really looking forward to are: the blast cleanup project and opening on sunday morning. blast does need a clean up job though, but i just really dont want to do it. eh. itll be interesting as to what kind of condition im going to be in when i come into work on sunday morning. i think ill be fine as long as i get a shower in the morning. hmm. either shower at abi's or get to the club early and shower there...hmm. or even drive back home and shower...eh, not really.
well, work and school has now been taking its toll on me now. i can just feel my body breaking down slowly and gradually. not in a physical sense, but more of a psychological sense. its not that i want to stop working my butt off at work and then go to class later in the day, but i can just tell my body is trying to adjust to the new lifestyle of living on my own. i just got to get use to this. knowing my own body better than others, its gonna take a couple weeks before i truly settle down into some sort of groove. i gotta do this. no if's, and's or but's.
just trying to study for classes leave me tired. studying for tests leave me staying up well past 1am and with me working mornings for the most part, i dont feel im getting the rest i need. and i know i do have saturday as my day off, but maybe its not enough. or its not enough for the time being. i still feel i can adjust. im gonna have to anyway.
i guess its frustration w/ this lingering cold ive had for the past couple weeks. whenever i think im feeling better, i just end up going into a coughing rage. hopefully, with me not working tomorrow morning, i can finally sleep in and probably, with the help of some well needed nyquil, feel tons better.
whatever. its going to be a good weekend. Abi's going to have her birthday bash on saturday. im going to see mary kathryn for the first time in months. i get a chance to meet more of Abi's friends. its going to be fun.
the only things im not really looking forward to are: the blast cleanup project and opening on sunday morning. blast does need a clean up job though, but i just really dont want to do it. eh. itll be interesting as to what kind of condition im going to be in when i come into work on sunday morning. i think ill be fine as long as i get a shower in the morning. hmm. either shower at abi's or get to the club early and shower there...hmm. or even drive back home and shower...eh, not really.