Apr 13, 2006 11:01
sometimes. I got nuts. I mean seriously. This relationship is hard enough because of us both being girls. Now all of her friends make it harder. Maybe I'm just lucky and I got all the good ones... you know.. that dont put me in situations to hurt autumn. But all of her friends all they do is make things more complicated. Jess wants to live with us.. and gosh we just need to be alone. Heather (her ex) is always calling and texting wanting autumn to hang out with her and she freaking rolls. I hate that shit. Amanda (her other ex) is always saying that autumn doesnt spend time with her. Yes she does! I might now mind so much if people invited both of us. But it just gets on my freaking nerves. she lets everyone effect how she feels except me. Im not really mad. Im just kinda venting right now but... grrr.. I cant write this in my xanga because I dont want to piss everyone off.. but by god they have no problem pissing me off.
Im just in a state of mind where just about every one of her friends can kiss my ass because they are about to get an ear full.
I cant wait for my sister to get here. So i actually have someone that I can talk to and run to who isnt a million miles away.
arg.,.... this is just frustrating..
anyways.. love ya jesse thanks for listening to me rant.
kiss*