Triumph
There are times where I suddenly become aware that I have found myself realizing that I have no clue how to navigate the path in front of me. This is strange for me because I am at peace in a crowd of friends, I frequently remind myself of days past that I spent reeling in the presents of great friends. So how is it that I am so suddenly lost? I wonder if I am simply scared of bonding with someone new, perhaps in fear of losing said friends? It is entirely possible that I would be frightened of this, with my past anything is possible. On the other hand I hope to gain a lot of things from a blosming friendship. Something entirely unrelated with those from the past, something that is simply.. mine.
I hold these thoughts in my heart rearly speaking of them much less telling another that I indeed need help. This is never an option. I must be there to constantly remind them that I will not go. I will stay and fight for myself and what I wish to obtain.
I hold these thoughts in my heart rearly speaking of them much less telling another that I indeed need help. This is never an option. I must be there to constantly remind them that I will not go. I will stay and fight for myself and what I wish to obtain.