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i'm so tired but i can't sleep. i barely slept last night/this morning. i'm surprised i didn't feel more tired while i was at work.
i already did my My Spanish Coach lessons (I have a feeling I'm a lesson or two from graduating from 3rd grader!). And i've read a few more chapters in the random book that andrew downloaded for his kindle. i'm half way done with it.
and i've already watched some of the porn on andrew's comp (lol) what else am i gonna do?
i guess i could watch some more... i'm too tired to read or play a game.
Good thing i'm off today. Andrew's brother is here, so i can't go to the living room, it would be too awkward. and i can't do a whole lot in the room while andrew's sleeping (and hogging all the pillows and blankets).
i wish i had friends i could hang out with. i'm getting lonely. andrew hasn't said anything to me since thursday afternoon. i heard him talking to his mom and zack when i was supposed to be sleeping, so hopefully i'm the only person he's not talking to.
maybe i'll call my parents when i wake up. depending on how awkward things are, i might drive somewhere or just call from outside if i'm too lazy or if andrew has the car (which might be the case). not sure what i'll do for the rest of the day, though.
andrew noticed my knees a while ago. saying that they looked crooked. it's something i've noticed before, but didn't give much thought to. now i'm wondering if there was more to my 'growing pains'. i don't remember cynthy having any growing pains.
i'm depressing myself. guess it's time for more porn?
i already did my My Spanish Coach lessons (I have a feeling I'm a lesson or two from graduating from 3rd grader!). And i've read a few more chapters in the random book that andrew downloaded for his kindle. i'm half way done with it.
and i've already watched some of the porn on andrew's comp (lol) what else am i gonna do?
i guess i could watch some more... i'm too tired to read or play a game.
Good thing i'm off today. Andrew's brother is here, so i can't go to the living room, it would be too awkward. and i can't do a whole lot in the room while andrew's sleeping (and hogging all the pillows and blankets).
i wish i had friends i could hang out with. i'm getting lonely. andrew hasn't said anything to me since thursday afternoon. i heard him talking to his mom and zack when i was supposed to be sleeping, so hopefully i'm the only person he's not talking to.
maybe i'll call my parents when i wake up. depending on how awkward things are, i might drive somewhere or just call from outside if i'm too lazy or if andrew has the car (which might be the case). not sure what i'll do for the rest of the day, though.
andrew noticed my knees a while ago. saying that they looked crooked. it's something i've noticed before, but didn't give much thought to. now i'm wondering if there was more to my 'growing pains'. i don't remember cynthy having any growing pains.
i'm depressing myself. guess it's time for more porn?