May 12, 2009 21:20
Okay, so I just read through the old comments on Dave's facebook (being a creeper/stalker) whatever. I wish I hadn't. There were a lot of comments from his ex of five years "i love you baby you are so sexy grrr". Reading these made me literally sick to my stomach & super dizzy. I hope I didn't jump into a serious relationship so soon, since they broke up pretty recently. When I asked him about her a few days ago he said he didn't love her anymore and that I had nothing to worry about. He hasn't texted me or called me all day. Ugh. I'm a crazy bitch. Why is this bothering me so much??? I can't get the thought of him and her out of my head. I know I should believe what he tells me, but I want to be the only one. We can't change the past however, so I really hope I can get over this. I don't want to be a jealous bitch like I was with Charlie. Also, I feel like I expect too much. I mean, I like when guys do the little things, opening the door for me, calling me at random just to say hello, kissing my forehead, holding hands in public, etc. I'm so confused. I hate boys a lot. But I don't hate Dave at all. I'm confused....
I've been roaming around always lookin down at all I see.
Painted faces fill the places I can't reach.
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you
And all you know and how you speak
Countless lovers undercover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you
Off in the night while you live it up I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shake the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice
Someone like me
Kings of Leon-Use Somebody