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Since Melanie has been yelling at me to update this thing I'm going to. I think i stopped before my Christmas break? Anyways, break was nice, I worked and I got to see my friends from home. I also made the decision to move to North Carolina for the summer with my aunt and uncle since me and my mom don't get along. Oh, so me and Charlie went out to dinner together at Olive Garden....I never thought that would happen in a million years. It wasn't so bad actually. To my surprise, it was kind of nice. I think it gave me closure on the whole relationship. After dinner he even took me over to see his mom, who LOVES me like another daughter. So things are definately over between him and I, but I'm glad it all ended on a good note. We havn't talked since then.
Being back at school is awesome. This semester is so much better than the first one so far. My classes are great, and I've been hanging out with new friends. Melanie, Dana, Sam, Korie, and Kylie are pretty much my new "best friends". I still love Madison, Lyndsey, and Steph, but I don't really hang out with them as much anymore as I do with the other girls. It's also a lot more stress free hanging out with them because Madison likes to fight a lot. And I mean ALOT. She and Lyndsey aren't talking right now, and of course, I'm stuck in the middle. Madison has an extremely strong personality and I try to understand her because I really do love the girl. The other day she told me I was her best friend, and I sort of felt bad because she hangs out with other people a lot more than she hangs out with me. Anyways, I am having so much fun this semester. I'm glad I finally found my "niche" here.
Last night I hung out with this kid, Chris. He is gorgeous and he plays on the baseball team. I don't know why I tend to like people so fast, but I think I really really like this kid. He told me that we were going to have a lot of fun this semester and that made me really happy because that means he plans on talking to me again after last night. Did I mention that this kid is absolutely beautiful? I don't know where this relationship will end up, but I'm hoping for the best, because I'm so sick of boy drama. Maybe a real college relationship will be good for me. I want a serious relationship again and I have been looking. But unfortunately, I always end up alone. I really don't understand it sometimes. Why do boys just come and go? I feel like I never do anything wrong, I always put them first, even when I shouldn't, and yet I usually get treated like complete crap. I really hope Chris is different. But they all say "talk is cheap" so I guess we'll see if he lives up to his statement.
I feel so stupid right now. All I can think about is him. I don't want to think I'm obsessed because I'm definately not. I think it's just the fact that I've never had a "hot guy" before. And he's funny too! Yesterday when I was in his room, I asked him if he liked my crochet uggs and he said "they look like mittens", and the way he said mittens it was so cute!! I WANT THIS KID!
Ill update on the relationship status later.
Being back at school is awesome. This semester is so much better than the first one so far. My classes are great, and I've been hanging out with new friends. Melanie, Dana, Sam, Korie, and Kylie are pretty much my new "best friends". I still love Madison, Lyndsey, and Steph, but I don't really hang out with them as much anymore as I do with the other girls. It's also a lot more stress free hanging out with them because Madison likes to fight a lot. And I mean ALOT. She and Lyndsey aren't talking right now, and of course, I'm stuck in the middle. Madison has an extremely strong personality and I try to understand her because I really do love the girl. The other day she told me I was her best friend, and I sort of felt bad because she hangs out with other people a lot more than she hangs out with me. Anyways, I am having so much fun this semester. I'm glad I finally found my "niche" here.
Last night I hung out with this kid, Chris. He is gorgeous and he plays on the baseball team. I don't know why I tend to like people so fast, but I think I really really like this kid. He told me that we were going to have a lot of fun this semester and that made me really happy because that means he plans on talking to me again after last night. Did I mention that this kid is absolutely beautiful? I don't know where this relationship will end up, but I'm hoping for the best, because I'm so sick of boy drama. Maybe a real college relationship will be good for me. I want a serious relationship again and I have been looking. But unfortunately, I always end up alone. I really don't understand it sometimes. Why do boys just come and go? I feel like I never do anything wrong, I always put them first, even when I shouldn't, and yet I usually get treated like complete crap. I really hope Chris is different. But they all say "talk is cheap" so I guess we'll see if he lives up to his statement.
I feel so stupid right now. All I can think about is him. I don't want to think I'm obsessed because I'm definately not. I think it's just the fact that I've never had a "hot guy" before. And he's funny too! Yesterday when I was in his room, I asked him if he liked my crochet uggs and he said "they look like mittens", and the way he said mittens it was so cute!! I WANT THIS KID!
Ill update on the relationship status later.