May 22, 2005 17:15
ok....so...lately i have been really depressed and i have no idea why ?? i mean..i think i might know...i just have to fix everything right now that needs to be....i shouldnt be sad at all....next week is gonna be so much fun...i couldnt ask for more...well actually i could...but anyways i should be excited...not all down...i hate this!!!!!!!
i just need to get a few things off my chest.....
i just erased what i wrote....but anways...I DONT GET U..enough said
FUCK IT
tuesday i am gettin unbeleivably trashed....for once....i am gonna get waaaasted and it wont matter cuz ill just pass out in my hotel =o) without a worry in the world....and it will just be splended haha splended.....yes....i will have my girls...and rob haha....damn dude...were gonna have so much fun....i jsut wish my bday would hurry up and get here!!!!!!! DAMNIT!!!!!!! THIS SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!
i need to smoke some fuckin chronic!!!!!!!!!!!!! im gonna call rob.......hahhahha
italy<3