Timeline of Like and Luff.. as per David's
Fall '98- Spring '99: I liked you. You liked me. We both liked Dragonball Z. Everyone knew. Nothing happened, but we were good friends, until we grew apart in high school. I miss you. You gave the best hugs.
Spring '99- Fall '99: We also liked each other. Nothing happened, as I had just stopped liking your best friend. We flirted sometimes, and you always made me laugh. You moved away in middle school. We talk very rarely, and are completely different people than we used to be. But I miss you, too.
Fall '99- Summer '01, off and on: We had SO MUCH in common. I thought we were destined to be high school sweethearts, but we were both too shy to do anything. We could relate to each other, you were the sweetest and smartest guy I knew. We talked on the phone for hours, and you were funny and a great friend, my safe haven. One day in freshman year you sat somewhere else at lunch and never came back. We had three classes together over the course of high school, and I always wondered if we'd end up together. We never did. We both have gone through such awful shit in our lives, and we both came out fucked up in different ways. I always admired how smart you are, but I'm sad when I see the concessions you've made. You aren't the same person, but I want to be close to you again. I want to save you, but I don't think I can.
Winter '00- Summer '01: I liked you, and as soon as I gave up on you, you started liking me. You moved away and I gave you my favorite hairtie. You still have it. We argued sometimes.
Fall '01- Winter '02: Our 'relationship' is notorious. You kept me a secret, you broke my heart. You were my first love. You won me over with a 13 hour phone conversation. I loved you even after you hurt me, and if I wasn't fucked up before I met you (and I was), I definitely was after (though it is not entirely your fault, I freely admit).
Fall/Winter '02/'03: I liked you and your friend at the same time, the only guys younger than me I ever have. You were both reflections of my attachment to tall guys. One of you went on walks with me in the cold, and played video games with me. You started to ignore me when I was a senior, and didn't even invite me to your birthday party. One of you sat behind me in a class, and made jokes. I did page-turns for your solo. Eventually, for some reason I never understood, you started to view me with contempt. You weren't nice to me anymore, just sarcastic. I miss you both, as freshmen and as you are now.
Winter '02- Fall '03: Round 2. You won me over with flattery and books and an apologetic phone call. You were the first guy I kissed, and the first guy I was physical with, and like I said, my first love. I was still your dirty little secret, and you just disappeared one day again. You turned mean for no reason. You ruined my friendship with one of my closest friends, which luckily we have managed to repair, albeit with an unspoken understanding that you are not to be mentioned. I hope one day I can forgive you, but I'm not bothered by you anymore. I have moved on completely. You were the closest thing to a boyfriend I'd ever had.
Fall '03: You took me on my first date. We dated casually and it was fun. You've been a friend for years, and still are.
Spring '04: You asked me out with ice cream. It was very cute, and I got nervous and gave you my mom's cell phone number instead of mine. You liked me because you thought I was sweet. We went to the movies a lot, and you were the first guy I dated that my friends didn't know. We were both too shy. I moved away and it put a strain on things. We are good friends now, and far less shy :p
Winter '05- Winter '06: I fell in like with you in London, but didn't make a move because you were taken and I was horribly shy. I used to pull my hood around my head in the halls to seventh hour so you wouldn't see me. I sometimes tried to talk to you but usually got too nervous to speak. I went to your graduation party, but you didn't go to mine, and I suspected that would be the last we'd ever see/hear of each other. You IMed me that summer and I talked to you about your girlfriend and tried to help. It was hard because I still liked you, but I didn't want to be a ho. After you broke up we went on a couple of dates and they were AWESOME, but you didn't want to do the long distance thing. Then you disappeared and I got mad that you didn't at least keep our friendship intact, but we recently reconciled. You always smelled good, and to this day I feel all goofy when I smell the cologne you wear.
Spring '06- Present (Fall '06): My luff! I met you under the weirdest circumstances EVER. We weren't even looking, but we found each other. Every little thing fell into place.. V for Vendetta, The Rolling Stones, Ronald Reagan, Shortpacked!.. and against our better judgement, we fell in love. We knew we were in love before, but once we held each other looking in the mirror, we knew we were made for each other. June was the happiest time of my life, and I can't wait to repeat it in a couple weeks. We're Amber and Nate, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, Brock and Molotov, Punisher and Wondy :p, and Brandon and Shelly, but with a happier ending. We had our trial, and we passed it hand in hand. Amor vincit omnia! You are my Black Ops Love, my niblet, my baby, my luff, my Galahad, and my safe haven. I can't wait to see you again, babe. You are my whole world, and I love you with everything I am and everything I have to give. One hundred kisshu attack! <3 <3
I think that's all of them. The last one is my favorite :p
<3
-Amby
Spring '99- Fall '99: We also liked each other. Nothing happened, as I had just stopped liking your best friend. We flirted sometimes, and you always made me laugh. You moved away in middle school. We talk very rarely, and are completely different people than we used to be. But I miss you, too.
Fall '99- Summer '01, off and on: We had SO MUCH in common. I thought we were destined to be high school sweethearts, but we were both too shy to do anything. We could relate to each other, you were the sweetest and smartest guy I knew. We talked on the phone for hours, and you were funny and a great friend, my safe haven. One day in freshman year you sat somewhere else at lunch and never came back. We had three classes together over the course of high school, and I always wondered if we'd end up together. We never did. We both have gone through such awful shit in our lives, and we both came out fucked up in different ways. I always admired how smart you are, but I'm sad when I see the concessions you've made. You aren't the same person, but I want to be close to you again. I want to save you, but I don't think I can.
Winter '00- Summer '01: I liked you, and as soon as I gave up on you, you started liking me. You moved away and I gave you my favorite hairtie. You still have it. We argued sometimes.
Fall '01- Winter '02: Our 'relationship' is notorious. You kept me a secret, you broke my heart. You were my first love. You won me over with a 13 hour phone conversation. I loved you even after you hurt me, and if I wasn't fucked up before I met you (and I was), I definitely was after (though it is not entirely your fault, I freely admit).
Fall/Winter '02/'03: I liked you and your friend at the same time, the only guys younger than me I ever have. You were both reflections of my attachment to tall guys. One of you went on walks with me in the cold, and played video games with me. You started to ignore me when I was a senior, and didn't even invite me to your birthday party. One of you sat behind me in a class, and made jokes. I did page-turns for your solo. Eventually, for some reason I never understood, you started to view me with contempt. You weren't nice to me anymore, just sarcastic. I miss you both, as freshmen and as you are now.
Winter '02- Fall '03: Round 2. You won me over with flattery and books and an apologetic phone call. You were the first guy I kissed, and the first guy I was physical with, and like I said, my first love. I was still your dirty little secret, and you just disappeared one day again. You turned mean for no reason. You ruined my friendship with one of my closest friends, which luckily we have managed to repair, albeit with an unspoken understanding that you are not to be mentioned. I hope one day I can forgive you, but I'm not bothered by you anymore. I have moved on completely. You were the closest thing to a boyfriend I'd ever had.
Fall '03: You took me on my first date. We dated casually and it was fun. You've been a friend for years, and still are.
Spring '04: You asked me out with ice cream. It was very cute, and I got nervous and gave you my mom's cell phone number instead of mine. You liked me because you thought I was sweet. We went to the movies a lot, and you were the first guy I dated that my friends didn't know. We were both too shy. I moved away and it put a strain on things. We are good friends now, and far less shy :p
Winter '05- Winter '06: I fell in like with you in London, but didn't make a move because you were taken and I was horribly shy. I used to pull my hood around my head in the halls to seventh hour so you wouldn't see me. I sometimes tried to talk to you but usually got too nervous to speak. I went to your graduation party, but you didn't go to mine, and I suspected that would be the last we'd ever see/hear of each other. You IMed me that summer and I talked to you about your girlfriend and tried to help. It was hard because I still liked you, but I didn't want to be a ho. After you broke up we went on a couple of dates and they were AWESOME, but you didn't want to do the long distance thing. Then you disappeared and I got mad that you didn't at least keep our friendship intact, but we recently reconciled. You always smelled good, and to this day I feel all goofy when I smell the cologne you wear.
Spring '06- Present (Fall '06): My luff! I met you under the weirdest circumstances EVER. We weren't even looking, but we found each other. Every little thing fell into place.. V for Vendetta, The Rolling Stones, Ronald Reagan, Shortpacked!.. and against our better judgement, we fell in love. We knew we were in love before, but once we held each other looking in the mirror, we knew we were made for each other. June was the happiest time of my life, and I can't wait to repeat it in a couple weeks. We're Amber and Nate, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, Brock and Molotov, Punisher and Wondy :p, and Brandon and Shelly, but with a happier ending. We had our trial, and we passed it hand in hand. Amor vincit omnia! You are my Black Ops Love, my niblet, my baby, my luff, my Galahad, and my safe haven. I can't wait to see you again, babe. You are my whole world, and I love you with everything I am and everything I have to give. One hundred kisshu attack! <3 <3
I think that's all of them. The last one is my favorite :p
<3
-Amby