swallowing blood from your own knocked out teeth....
thats how i feel right about now. i love her,and she is my world, but to know she feels the same, truly feels it, thats a three fold utopian dream. theres something in her way. i can feel it everytime she leaves for the night. this is the girl i saw once for 2 hours and already had made up my mind that death would be best, if i never got to know her. she consumed all my thoughts. it was nothing but her for hours. she was with someone else, i was crushed. things went 180 and now here we are. im so in love, and im not sure what she is. perhaps tonight will reveal the answers.