.Blue Sky.Sunshine.Rain.Guitar.
I'm crying. And this hurts. And I hurt. And I cant take this feeling anymore. And I dont know what to do. And I dont know what to say, or where to go. I dont know me. I know I'm not the happiest girl sometimes. I know I'm not the girl I was. But I'm not the girl I'm supposed to be either. Right now atleast. I'm the one who knows where she wants to go. Now all I know is that I've pissed off one of the closest girls in my life. And I know that I've fucked up even more than ever. And I've pissed off my mom. And I've pissed off my dad.
I've pissed off myself. Whats wrong with me? What hapenned to the old me? The one I knew. Better yet,. the one that listened to everyones problems without even thinking of herself. The one that was a good friend. Now, when someone asks me to listen, I do, but... I dont. I cant sympathise with anyone, because I dont know what my own problems are. And I cant Figure out whats wrong.
And worst of all, I've pissed off one of my best friends.
Whats wrong with me?
emily.
I've pissed off myself. Whats wrong with me? What hapenned to the old me? The one I knew. Better yet,. the one that listened to everyones problems without even thinking of herself. The one that was a good friend. Now, when someone asks me to listen, I do, but... I dont. I cant sympathise with anyone, because I dont know what my own problems are. And I cant Figure out whats wrong.
And worst of all, I've pissed off one of my best friends.
Whats wrong with me?
emily.