Stars & Guitars
I stayed home from school today. Because my grandparents are here. I'm staying home tomorrow too. I had to go to school for drama, cause of the play, but thats not a big deal. I feel... gross right now. Like I would like to get kicked in the head. Some people are pissing me off right now, but I'm not getting into that cause I know noone wants to hear whats wrong, and why I dont feel that great. It'll just get someone else feeling shitty, and then another person will feel that way, and so on. So I'll just lock it up in my journal, Megan was the only one who used to read that thing, and now that shes gone, I'm the only one who reads it, and if anyone else did... they probably wouldn't get half of the stuff in there. So thats where I lock everything. And I like to keep it that way. Mostly because noone really needs to know what I write in it anyways.
I guess I just feel... wierd. Right now atleast. I haven't talked to Lee in a while. We are supposed to do something this weekend, and I really hope we can, but I haven't been able to talk to him on the phone or anything. And when we do, its really... awkward. I mean, I like him alot. I'll even say love. But.... Whats happening?
It's probably just my imagination, anyways.
goodbye.
emms<3
I guess I just feel... wierd. Right now atleast. I haven't talked to Lee in a while. We are supposed to do something this weekend, and I really hope we can, but I haven't been able to talk to him on the phone or anything. And when we do, its really... awkward. I mean, I like him alot. I'll even say love. But.... Whats happening?
It's probably just my imagination, anyways.
goodbye.
emms<3