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I look like shit. I dont feel much better.
I dont even know why. I just... dont feel good AT ALL, I feel ugly, and stupid, and like some great lost cause. I dont even know why. Nothing tramatic has happened.. I found out Ty, my friend who has cancer is getting alot worse... other than that though.. nothing too horrible has happened. I just feel like.. shit.
I dont know... maybe I'm just some spoiled little baby who thinks everything is horrible when its not..
I just need to breathe.. I need a hug. Maybe some hot chocolate.. and a good book. or a blanket and a box of kleenex or something..
I went to the bathroom at C.O.P and cried today. I dont know how long I was there. But I cried.. and I felt like shit all day.
I'm sorry. You probably dont want to be hearing about my petty problems with myself.
emms<3
I dont even know why. I just... dont feel good AT ALL, I feel ugly, and stupid, and like some great lost cause. I dont even know why. Nothing tramatic has happened.. I found out Ty, my friend who has cancer is getting alot worse... other than that though.. nothing too horrible has happened. I just feel like.. shit.
I dont know... maybe I'm just some spoiled little baby who thinks everything is horrible when its not..
I just need to breathe.. I need a hug. Maybe some hot chocolate.. and a good book. or a blanket and a box of kleenex or something..
I went to the bathroom at C.O.P and cried today. I dont know how long I was there. But I cried.. and I felt like shit all day.
I'm sorry. You probably dont want to be hearing about my petty problems with myself.
emms<3