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[amanofhats]

you look at me
through the bathroom steam
we share a moment
but it's just a gleam

we never speak her name
anymore

hard to remember
hard to care
hard to really put
myself there

when the only reminders we have
are pictures of the ocean

you look at me
from across the table
almost expectantly
but i'm just not able

to speak her name
anymore

hard to remember
hard to care
hard to really put
myself there

hard to want
to live it again
when the first time
only brought pain

you look at me
from the other side of the glass
another moment missing
another day has passed

won't speak her name
anymore

hard to remember
hard to care
hard to really put
myself there

when the only reminders we have
are pictures of the ocean