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Sometimes when Omi talks about when I was a little girl, motivated and hopeful, I want to tell her that the little girl is gone.
I know the issues with my dad have to do with my depression and my lack of confidence in finishing what I have to do. But, I feel like fixing my problems won't make me as happy as I used to be.
Sometimes though, I do wish that I was just as clueless about the world and reality as I was when I was 6 years old. My dreams are anything but worldly-- but that kind of carefree living gets you killed quick.
I know the issues with my dad have to do with my depression and my lack of confidence in finishing what I have to do. But, I feel like fixing my problems won't make me as happy as I used to be.
Sometimes though, I do wish that I was just as clueless about the world and reality as I was when I was 6 years old. My dreams are anything but worldly-- but that kind of carefree living gets you killed quick.