doctors blow

[amani_gamal]

so i went to nicks family doc to have blood work done for my arthritis because its cheaper and i dont have $125 to go see the rheumy. the only way she would refill my percocet script is if i go see her. so i told the PA at the family doc this and i had all the tests done and stuff. i called today to get a refill for the percs and left a mesage. they called back to say that the doc doesnt give them out for chronic pain. i told them that i have had arthritis since i was 13 and that i know what works. i am always in pain and i need it to be somewhat normal. the other PA that works there said she would talk to the doc, who didnt even see me, about it and call me back. she called back to say that i have to make another appoitment to see the doc. so i have another appointment which is more money out of my pocket just so he can see me and hopefully give me my script. im sure he is gonna put up a fight they all do and look at me like i am a junkie.

sometimes i wish the doc could live in my shoes for a week and see why i need them to function.
im so pissed right now i could just cry. i have one left and will be in pain for awhile.