i just could scream
sometimes you just want to shoot yourself.
nick still has no job and he is applying everywhere.
he is sick and has been sick for about 5 days now.
i started feeling yucky wed and by the evening it felt like an elephant st on my face and chest.
i open my eyes on thursday and wanted the damn elephant to leave but he brought friends who apparently stomped all over my body and then payed football with my body while i was seeping. i sat on the couch surrounded by the garbage can, drugs and a roll of TP. every 20 minutes bits of my lungs were being violetly expelled from my body. i mean some of that stuff i could have chewed on for awhile it was so.......big and rubbery? those may not be the right words but you get the idea. i have been weezing for 3 days now.
so today i got to go back to work. by the time i got to work at 7am, i had take 3 different kinds of drugs and hacked up all kinds of stuff.
i still feel the aftermath of the herd of elephants but i need to do this. i CAN work. after pukin 2 times at work, the boss lady said i could go home.
i head home, very unfocused, and just want to lay down. i wobbled up the stairs and stripped my work clothes off.
to make things just a bit more irritating, i started my period today.
someone please shoot me
nick still has no job and he is applying everywhere.
he is sick and has been sick for about 5 days now.
i started feeling yucky wed and by the evening it felt like an elephant st on my face and chest.
i open my eyes on thursday and wanted the damn elephant to leave but he brought friends who apparently stomped all over my body and then payed football with my body while i was seeping. i sat on the couch surrounded by the garbage can, drugs and a roll of TP. every 20 minutes bits of my lungs were being violetly expelled from my body. i mean some of that stuff i could have chewed on for awhile it was so.......big and rubbery? those may not be the right words but you get the idea. i have been weezing for 3 days now.
so today i got to go back to work. by the time i got to work at 7am, i had take 3 different kinds of drugs and hacked up all kinds of stuff.
i still feel the aftermath of the herd of elephants but i need to do this. i CAN work. after pukin 2 times at work, the boss lady said i could go home.
i head home, very unfocused, and just want to lay down. i wobbled up the stairs and stripped my work clothes off.
to make things just a bit more irritating, i started my period today.
someone please shoot me