Jul 22, 2007 23:39
Well it had to come, i knew that one day she would have to go home. Lots of times i couldnt wait util she left but now...with her gone i feel unexpectedly sad. Not so much sad that tomorrow i will wake up and it will only be me and my mom (dads in africa) but sad because the possibility of having a great relationship with her is now over. The majority of my sadness is caused by loss of potential not loss of a person. Which is something i feel awful about...(it would be much easier to pass it off as me missing melissa instead of the true selfish reason) Oh well.