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Ive got mixed feelings about tonight. The most prominent one is relief. I had an ok time. The stuff we did was kinda random... I had to supply most of the conversation and danced for both of us.
He wants to go on another date and i told him to give me a call. I really dont want to. I feel so awful, i wish i could make myself love him but i cant. Theres just no spark. I know im going to hurt him... i feel like a bitch.