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[amaneus]

something's not right so you run
you run because everything else just wasn't working
the lies and the excuses and ignoring the problem

something's not right so you shut down
you shut down your mind and your heart
you pretend that there is nothing else but silence and peace
because real life just can't carry on here
real life has to stop

something's not right
something hasn't been right
and what do you do to deal?
how do you go from day to day doing normal daily things when something isn't right?
it's impossible

something's not right, so you run
you shut down
ignore what "needs" to be done
because what really needs to happen is 
silence
and peace
what really needs to happen is nothing
everything else
real life
it waits
it waits far away from where you are
and it will pick up where it left off

if you go back