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I have no idea where my life goes from here.
What happens tomorrow..or the next day...or the next...
A mystery.
And I'm scared. Scared shitless. Worried out of my mind and feeling completely helpless.
I can't change the uncertainty. I can't make anything more certain or less confusing. There really isn't much I can do at all.
So I shouldn't worry, right? I shouldn't dwell...
Fuck, I'm dwelling.
It's all I can think about.
Every day.
What happens...to me...to us...to them....to all of us...to everything...to this....what happens?!
Nothing happens, everything happens....
Something will happen....something out of my control....
And this will drive me mad.
What happens tomorrow..or the next day...or the next...
A mystery.
And I'm scared. Scared shitless. Worried out of my mind and feeling completely helpless.
I can't change the uncertainty. I can't make anything more certain or less confusing. There really isn't much I can do at all.
So I shouldn't worry, right? I shouldn't dwell...
Fuck, I'm dwelling.
It's all I can think about.
Every day.
What happens...to me...to us...to them....to all of us...to everything...to this....what happens?!
Nothing happens, everything happens....
Something will happen....something out of my control....
And this will drive me mad.