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I'm a little upset at how things are turning out. Plans, to me, are meant to be imposed....not ruined.
I had an idea of what would be happening this summer. What I need to do, what I want to do....and it feels as though none of that is going my way.
Do I want to stay at ADS? Yes, for some reason, even though it drives me mad. Then, I thought I could be an RA and get credit - wrong. Now I have to take a course. What do I take? There are so few options...And I have to volunteer. The coordinator still hasn't gotten back to me. I hate that.
Next week is the Buzies. BUSU awards thingy. Don't -really- want to go, but I know some people will be disappointed if I don't show up. Dressing up isn't really my thing...and I don't really have anyone to go with...
Kelsey and I are going on a trip at the beginning of May. It's settled. I'll plan it all, if I have to....I just want to go....somewhere.
Why am I so disappointed?
What's wrong right now? Why am I so...blech?
I had an idea of what would be happening this summer. What I need to do, what I want to do....and it feels as though none of that is going my way.
Do I want to stay at ADS? Yes, for some reason, even though it drives me mad. Then, I thought I could be an RA and get credit - wrong. Now I have to take a course. What do I take? There are so few options...And I have to volunteer. The coordinator still hasn't gotten back to me. I hate that.
Next week is the Buzies. BUSU awards thingy. Don't -really- want to go, but I know some people will be disappointed if I don't show up. Dressing up isn't really my thing...and I don't really have anyone to go with...
Kelsey and I are going on a trip at the beginning of May. It's settled. I'll plan it all, if I have to....I just want to go....somewhere.
Why am I so disappointed?
What's wrong right now? Why am I so...blech?