please dont mind me.
the disappointment gets harder and harder to swallow with every phase of life i pass through. i've sucked at pretty much everything i've tried out- academically, technical skills, arts, sciences, or math. i have not excelled in any aspect of my life and today was just another reminder. so, i failed my driving test. no, it's not the end of the world but i really didnt wanna spend anymore $$ on driving, and secondly, i have had more than sufficient practice. i couldn't calm my nerves during the practice lesson and when i did during the test, i was able to pass through those that i had zero confidence in and those that i thought i could do easily, i had difficulty with. wth. so upset with myself... dont know what else to say about myself. & sometimes i can't help but question why God chose to bring me to this Earth when i'm clearly not able to do anything well enough. also, i sense a greater disappointment coming my way at the end of this month when i receive news about my masters application. urgh.