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A month has gone by since my grandma's passing
& i still tear every Sunday in church when the hymns start to play;
when the lyrics say that we should rejoice for our salvation.
what good is this salvation when i couldn't do anything about it?
:( it burdens me greatly. don't really know if my mentality is wrong because i'm not rejoicing about my salvation.
it's not that i don't love God, i still do.
it's just remorse and i don't know what is God's greater plan in this...
faith of a mustard seed. & maybe the patience of an hour-glass to wait and see.
Death holds a different meaning to me
Physical death doesn't scare me as much as the fear of what happens to the soul.
Half a year has gone by... i sort of know where 2010 is heading towards and what i wanna do. thank God for that... and i'm thankful that Daniel's still by my side. His birthday with his church friends was enjoyable, they're really such nice people who care for him. (: (: not much of a surprise when my bf keeps asking who is Gerald and sees Lucille's message -.- clearly, i'm not much of a liar. haha!
have a great week everyone. <3
JIAYOU. June is coming soon...
& i still tear every Sunday in church when the hymns start to play;
when the lyrics say that we should rejoice for our salvation.
what good is this salvation when i couldn't do anything about it?
:( it burdens me greatly. don't really know if my mentality is wrong because i'm not rejoicing about my salvation.
it's not that i don't love God, i still do.
it's just remorse and i don't know what is God's greater plan in this...
faith of a mustard seed. & maybe the patience of an hour-glass to wait and see.
Death holds a different meaning to me
Physical death doesn't scare me as much as the fear of what happens to the soul.
Half a year has gone by... i sort of know where 2010 is heading towards and what i wanna do. thank God for that... and i'm thankful that Daniel's still by my side. His birthday with his church friends was enjoyable, they're really such nice people who care for him. (: (: not much of a surprise when my bf keeps asking who is Gerald and sees Lucille's message -.- clearly, i'm not much of a liar. haha!
have a great week everyone. <3
JIAYOU. June is coming soon...