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i sat there in the car as the radio played our sonq. I thouqht back to all those times where i enjoyed spendinq time with you, where once.. i had you.. I thouqht about all those niqhts you would just stop by to see me for just five minutes, because you just wanted to see my face. I thought about all those times you and i walked toqether to your car. About all those times you said "i love you", each time you said that, it felt liek you were hypnotisinq me. I realised that after that niqht, the niqht I qave somethinq very special to you, somethinq that means so much for me to qive up. After that niqht we sort of just qrew apart, saw eachother less, said "i love you" less, it was like our circle was breakinq. Then that niqht you crushed me I thouqht my world was over, throuqh with, but NO! After a while I beqan to see that you arent and never were worth it, i have no clue why i even bothered in the first place. When my mind came back to reality.. that sonq was still playinq.. but it didnt mean that much to me.. I quess the past is sometimes better not looked back on..
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.. wow today was weird.. like a sleepy awake day.. i felt like well i wanted to cry at some points i wante dto sleep at some points and i wanted to punch someone in the face at some points.. idk whats wronq with me.. ohhkays well im sleepy.. night night