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wow today was funn.. me and elliot went ice skating wiht caitee and mehgan and ppl at like 2:30 ish got hoem around5 ish.. then i was just a lazy ass for the rest of the night.. lol i lvoe my journal now.. comment on what you think about it =D.. thanks jaime for the journal thingy lol.. i realized that i liek other guys ahhhhh! im so happy.. it feels liek i can breathe again =D.. i cnat really say their names.. i knwo i dont have a chance wiht ne of them.. one of them jsut turned 18 and the others are frineds wiht my brother and thats not good.. im TRYING to avoid elliots friends.. TRYING.. im not sayign that i will but im saying that im TRYING.. lol.. my head is spinnign for some reaso idk why it just is.. and i dont want en one to talk to about how im feelign i just want some guy any guy who cares about me to come up to me and give me a long loving hug so i knwo that i am loved.. but that will never happen will it? .. ok im bizouncing.. peace oveys <3