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at work this afternoon i heard a song that made me sad. it was natalie cole and her low voice paired with the jazzy sound of the music reminded me of department store christmas carols. i smiled knowing that christmas is right around the corner but there is something about the most festive holiday that makes me want to cry to myself. it might be good for me i haven't cried in a few weeks and that's weird for me...yeah that's all i need is a good cry. quick someone piss me off so i can cry and feel like normal again, i don't know how to function as a happy person i guess. hmm ;)