health and figure update, october
Awesome: I can lift about 20lbs more weight on any machine i try.
Awesomely Bad: I seem to have gained an inch around my ass/hips.
my measurements are now 34-26-39, 22 inches around thighs.
when i look at myself naked..... when i look at myself naked i am two people.
when i look above my waist, i am pleased. i have been blessed to be able to "advertise" home-grown handfuls of ta tas, a flat stomach, and a waistline like a hornet.
when i look below my waist, i see grotesquity. deep cellulite. saddle-bags and other portable fat storage centers. dark hair.
i have never had a sense of balance when it came to my body. i always wonder if a guy i'm with is thinking i'm disgusting when he sees me naked. i'm so tired of hiding half of my self. i've read that by the time a few years passes by, all the cells in your body will have been replaced. i have thought a lot about what i want them to be replaced with, and if i am willing to make the sacrifice to see it through.
Awesomely Bad: I seem to have gained an inch around my ass/hips.
my measurements are now 34-26-39, 22 inches around thighs.
when i look at myself naked..... when i look at myself naked i am two people.
when i look above my waist, i am pleased. i have been blessed to be able to "advertise" home-grown handfuls of ta tas, a flat stomach, and a waistline like a hornet.
when i look below my waist, i see grotesquity. deep cellulite. saddle-bags and other portable fat storage centers. dark hair.
i have never had a sense of balance when it came to my body. i always wonder if a guy i'm with is thinking i'm disgusting when he sees me naked. i'm so tired of hiding half of my self. i've read that by the time a few years passes by, all the cells in your body will have been replaced. i have thought a lot about what i want them to be replaced with, and if i am willing to make the sacrifice to see it through.