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So much has happened since I posted last. Well let's start with my biggest concern...
Ronnie. I know that last time I posted I was worried about us, but I didn't think it was really that big of a deal. Like I thought that he was just so stressed from school, you know, that's why we were arguing. I guess I was wrong because while I was in Florida, he broke up with me!! I didn't see it coming at all. I thought that in a relationship if something that big was bothing him, he would have said something. I was just so open and he wasn't. I can blame myself but it will do no good because I can't fix things if I don't know they are broken. It was an amazing part of my life to be able to share it with him though and I definitely don't regret any of it. We met on Sunday and I was decided that I can just be his friend, but I needed to tell him how I feel so I don't regret that later. I think things changed, like I didn't want to change his mind, but I think I might have made him question whether he made the right decision. Now that I think about it, I would give him and us another try if he will take me back. I've never done that before because it bothered me so much when people would break up and get back together, but it seems different this time. We'll see what happens. I'm just waiting to hear from him. I want to know what he is thinking about like if he is even thinking about round 2 for us or not, lol. I just know that he was going to say something, but he couldn't and I told him to call me when he is ready...
I submitted my thesis to my boss like 2 Fridays ago. I really hope he approves it, but I was expecting it back yesterday. I'm so mad at work because they told me that I am not getting holiday pay now and today is my last day forever here. I'm sad and happy at the same time. I will miss everyone, but it will be good to have a fresh start somewhere.
Yeah, so I went to Florida and it was so warm and nice. It was hard to enjoy it considering my situation and 8 days with the fam is too much!
I can't wait for Christmas!! 2 days. I can't believe how much it's snowing. I want it to stop.
Ok, I guess that is enough for now. I dont even know who still reads this, lol, but thanks for listening!!
I'm so excited that I get to leave early today!!!
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!
Ronnie. I know that last time I posted I was worried about us, but I didn't think it was really that big of a deal. Like I thought that he was just so stressed from school, you know, that's why we were arguing. I guess I was wrong because while I was in Florida, he broke up with me!! I didn't see it coming at all. I thought that in a relationship if something that big was bothing him, he would have said something. I was just so open and he wasn't. I can blame myself but it will do no good because I can't fix things if I don't know they are broken. It was an amazing part of my life to be able to share it with him though and I definitely don't regret any of it. We met on Sunday and I was decided that I can just be his friend, but I needed to tell him how I feel so I don't regret that later. I think things changed, like I didn't want to change his mind, but I think I might have made him question whether he made the right decision. Now that I think about it, I would give him and us another try if he will take me back. I've never done that before because it bothered me so much when people would break up and get back together, but it seems different this time. We'll see what happens. I'm just waiting to hear from him. I want to know what he is thinking about like if he is even thinking about round 2 for us or not, lol. I just know that he was going to say something, but he couldn't and I told him to call me when he is ready...
I submitted my thesis to my boss like 2 Fridays ago. I really hope he approves it, but I was expecting it back yesterday. I'm so mad at work because they told me that I am not getting holiday pay now and today is my last day forever here. I'm sad and happy at the same time. I will miss everyone, but it will be good to have a fresh start somewhere.
Yeah, so I went to Florida and it was so warm and nice. It was hard to enjoy it considering my situation and 8 days with the fam is too much!
I can't wait for Christmas!! 2 days. I can't believe how much it's snowing. I want it to stop.
Ok, I guess that is enough for now. I dont even know who still reads this, lol, but thanks for listening!!
I'm so excited that I get to leave early today!!!
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!!