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I hate how I can go to being happy and then all of a sudden sad just like that!
Everything can be going so well and then just like that it all comes back. I just dont understand.I've just been so stressed out for like the last month. I just want it to end and all this drama.
Didnt go to coming home... which was alright. I was upset at first just cuz i had a stressful day and what not but I quickly got over it. Well it was my own fault i guess. It wasnt like I really wanted to go, but it was just when your friends are like oh we are going and stuff. I could have still went cuz all my friends were like just go anyways but I didnt. I just wanted to go cuz I was actually going with someone that I liked.
I hate how everyone is like well this is what you get for liking someone younger. Everyone except Chrisy.
I always seem to ruin things. I dislike myself sometimes. I swear there is something wrong with me cuz like i said it seems like i always ruin things for myself. I had it going good and then i must have done something but I dont know what. I never do. Then my friends tell me oh its not you and everything but if it werent then why does this happen to me EVERY time? I dont understand.
I miss Carrie. I need her here.
Well HOSA was last weekend and I got second place. That was the only thing that was good last weekend.
I'm going to California for spring break.
Everything can be going so well and then just like that it all comes back. I just dont understand.I've just been so stressed out for like the last month. I just want it to end and all this drama.
Didnt go to coming home... which was alright. I was upset at first just cuz i had a stressful day and what not but I quickly got over it. Well it was my own fault i guess. It wasnt like I really wanted to go, but it was just when your friends are like oh we are going and stuff. I could have still went cuz all my friends were like just go anyways but I didnt. I just wanted to go cuz I was actually going with someone that I liked.
I hate how everyone is like well this is what you get for liking someone younger. Everyone except Chrisy.
I always seem to ruin things. I dislike myself sometimes. I swear there is something wrong with me cuz like i said it seems like i always ruin things for myself. I had it going good and then i must have done something but I dont know what. I never do. Then my friends tell me oh its not you and everything but if it werent then why does this happen to me EVERY time? I dont understand.
I miss Carrie. I need her here.
Well HOSA was last weekend and I got second place. That was the only thing that was good last weekend.
I'm going to California for spring break.