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God today was boring .. i didnt do a damn thing .. haha .. i worked all day .. but there wasnt really anything to do .. i had to go to orientation for walmart today .. im glad that they still have the records ofmy CBL's from last time .. yay that means i dont have to do them all over again .. hehe go me .. :-p ..
i talked to amanda for a cpl minutes today .. didnt really go as good as i wanted but ill leave that at that .. i did call her after i got out of orientation tho .. at like 10:15 .. and then she told me to call her when i got home .. but i didnt get home until 11:30 .. so when i did call her she said she was goin to sleep .. so i didnt wanna keep her on the phone .. so i told her just to call me lata .. or tomorrow or w/e .. i really do still wanna be with her .. i know that this isnt one of them lil flings .. she means so much to me its crazy .. but if time and space is what she needs then i will most definately give it to her ..
I'm leaving for college in august so if i cant be with amanda then im not gonna find another gf it aint worth it .. she is the only gurl that i coulda seen me dating while i was in college .. but if i cant have her then i aint dating neone .. but im still hoping .. that maybe she will decide that she wants me back .. but .. im also guessing that it is prolly a long shot .. but none the less im still gonna be here for her .. in w/e way she needs me .. bf or just friend .. ima be there for her .. even if it does hurt .. i just want her to be happy .. and figure things out ..
i hope she gets up lata and calls me .. but thats also doubtful .. oh well .. i guess ima go to bed .. watch this damn piece of shyt go into read only mode .. im going to be pissed .. lol ..
i talked to amanda for a cpl minutes today .. didnt really go as good as i wanted but ill leave that at that .. i did call her after i got out of orientation tho .. at like 10:15 .. and then she told me to call her when i got home .. but i didnt get home until 11:30 .. so when i did call her she said she was goin to sleep .. so i didnt wanna keep her on the phone .. so i told her just to call me lata .. or tomorrow or w/e .. i really do still wanna be with her .. i know that this isnt one of them lil flings .. she means so much to me its crazy .. but if time and space is what she needs then i will most definately give it to her ..
I'm leaving for college in august so if i cant be with amanda then im not gonna find another gf it aint worth it .. she is the only gurl that i coulda seen me dating while i was in college .. but if i cant have her then i aint dating neone .. but im still hoping .. that maybe she will decide that she wants me back .. but .. im also guessing that it is prolly a long shot .. but none the less im still gonna be here for her .. in w/e way she needs me .. bf or just friend .. ima be there for her .. even if it does hurt .. i just want her to be happy .. and figure things out ..
i hope she gets up lata and calls me .. but thats also doubtful .. oh well .. i guess ima go to bed .. watch this damn piece of shyt go into read only mode .. im going to be pissed .. lol ..