Cheerful
well i went to a bonfire a couple if weekends ago. and this guy that i thought was really cute was there. well the whole time at the bonfire my exboyfriend ryan had me thinking that he was going to makeout with me and that the guy that i liked liked me too. well on the next monday ryan came up too me and said, " well i dont know if you know this already but marco dosent like you". well that made my day. then i have been trying to talk to him about it but everytime that i go near him he goes by lilly. and she doesnt like me so i try to stay as far away as posible. well anyways, he came up to me after school today and asked me why i havent talked to him. omg. are guys that really dumb. well anywayz. he knew exactly why. he just didnt want to let me know that he knew. well anyways besides that i am good. well i love all of the people that i know on here. oh and i have a cop. tomarrow so i have to get to sleep. well i am so over marco. and i think that i am faloling for ryan. mika dont ask me why but just a part of me just cant let him go. well i love you all.
amanda
amanda