*raises her glass* Here's to tomorrow...
I think I'm kinda sick of boys.
Okay, sick of drama with boys, maybe that's it.
..I need want a man, a one woman man at that.
.A man who loves me for me as much as I love him for him.
..Someone who wants me as much as I want him... and shows it from time to time.
.A best friend and a partner all in one. Someone to trust.
..Someone to laugh with. Someone who can handle the word poop at the dinner table. (I'm a nurse, it comes up!)
.Someone who will sit out on the lakefront with me and look at the stars all night.
..Someone who can do things we both like with me and yet do his own things so we'll have something later to talk about and who can teach me things I know nothing about.
Is that a lot to ask? (Probably, huh?)
But I've got nothing but time, I can wait.
(Okay, I really didn't mean to go into the qualities I'm looking for, but oh well, there it is...)
I figured it out while watching "She's All That" this afternoon.
Those movies in my teen years have ruined my expectations of love, lol.
Although I know grown-up-ness is different, deep in my girly heart I want it all.
Even though I refuse to settle for much, I will settle for the fact that I'll never dance around a pool without music surrounded by Christmas lights with a Freddie Prince Jr. look-a-like, haha.
It's time to move along and love myself and be okay alone again.
Done it once, done it many times, I can do it again.
I recently found someone I thought I could have something great with.
He cracked my heart, made me sad.
I'm still living and I smile most of the day now.
I found it once, lost it once. I can do it again!
I've found my motivation and it's time to stop letting anyone other than myself affect my mood.
I find myself to be incredible and anyone that can't see that, well I feel kinda sorry for them. (My ego just smiled, lol.)
My ego isn't THAT big, I just feel good tonight and need to record it some how so when I have that moment I feel like frowning again I have a reminder that I'll feel good again soon.
It's freeing.
I didn't mean to blab this much, it just kinda came out after recent events with more than one of the males in my life that made me make the GRRR noise.
I love you friends!
Okay, sick of drama with boys, maybe that's it.
..I need want a man, a one woman man at that.
.A man who loves me for me as much as I love him for him.
..Someone who wants me as much as I want him... and shows it from time to time.
.A best friend and a partner all in one. Someone to trust.
..Someone to laugh with. Someone who can handle the word poop at the dinner table. (I'm a nurse, it comes up!)
.Someone who will sit out on the lakefront with me and look at the stars all night.
..Someone who can do things we both like with me and yet do his own things so we'll have something later to talk about and who can teach me things I know nothing about.
Is that a lot to ask? (Probably, huh?)
But I've got nothing but time, I can wait.
(Okay, I really didn't mean to go into the qualities I'm looking for, but oh well, there it is...)
I figured it out while watching "She's All That" this afternoon.
Those movies in my teen years have ruined my expectations of love, lol.
Although I know grown-up-ness is different, deep in my girly heart I want it all.
Even though I refuse to settle for much, I will settle for the fact that I'll never dance around a pool without music surrounded by Christmas lights with a Freddie Prince Jr. look-a-like, haha.
It's time to move along and love myself and be okay alone again.
Done it once, done it many times, I can do it again.
I recently found someone I thought I could have something great with.
He cracked my heart, made me sad.
I'm still living and I smile most of the day now.
I found it once, lost it once. I can do it again!
I've found my motivation and it's time to stop letting anyone other than myself affect my mood.
I find myself to be incredible and anyone that can't see that, well I feel kinda sorry for them. (My ego just smiled, lol.)
My ego isn't THAT big, I just feel good tonight and need to record it some how so when I have that moment I feel like frowning again I have a reminder that I'll feel good again soon.
It's freeing.
I didn't mean to blab this much, it just kinda came out after recent events with more than one of the males in my life that made me make the GRRR noise.
I love you friends!